This morning was tired ttm! Haha over played yesterday night x) but at lease worth it :P I strongly dislike today OBP's speech, he was discriminating P class students! Of course there are students who enter through back door but u cant directly point towards P class students! So it ended up everyone were compulsory to buy the 对联 == zhiwei pulled me to sign up for Sunway Uni campus tour in Bio Tech. She managed to write my name is last space! Just in time. Then I was scolded badly by habi because it was on Valentine's Day >< I'm sorry... I feel really bad but I wanna go too ): haih. Then suddenly i involved in Video Clip competition with jiaqian, weixin, June n QianChern. Well the prizes are really attractive like 3k cash and scholarship in Taylor Uni. Habi n me just found a new apps - loving. It's a social communication apps just for couples, u can only save one phone nu in it xD it's quite cute haha . Yay no physics tuition next week x) so much class dinner photo in whatsapp, my phone laggy already. Okay I should sleep now night dear everyone!
About Me
1/28/2014
2014 5weSom3 Class Dinner aka CNY Reunion
26 Jan 14
Was so mad in the morning because mom didnt go church she x tell n v all waiting her. I rushed everything didnt even had d chance to practice PnW. Devotion was ok. PnW is bad.. today's program is 查经, so so la. John tried to talk to me but I just keep ignoring him by talking to others. I'm sorry but I just dont wanna talk to u. Then took my new spec today very x used to it >< so today was class dinner too and fun n enjoyed very much! Everyone was so pretty n lengzai. I didn't ate much because keep taking photos haha. iPhone's camera was so good, yunqing's iPhone 5s!! Lydia n Alwin so sweet la, too shine liao. I didn't know donn n liqian also leh. Walao I so jealous la >< haha but nvm I had fun with the girls ♡ totally worth it for giving up my hw time (: so happy today! Haha love u 5S3 ♡
muscle pain
25 Jan 14
Okay so I had serious muscle pain today. At my 大腿。thanks to Dhanam. School was hell like when I wanna squad at toilet or walk downstairs to canteen. I could scream of pain. Congratulations to me! I went pmo n played pipa :D but because of my leg I went home at 3 ya. Wheeee jong bought new phone :D haha can't wait to see (: so I've ignored him for a week. It's kinda awkward now. Ya Idk how should i face him tmr since his the guitarist n I'm the pianist T.T why Rachel choose d song all idk d D; sobbbb.. mom angry, idk when can I get my spec le haiz. Yay tmr class dinner hohoho ♡ feeling excited! 35ppl going leh woots! So awesome haha. Sleep tight save energy ~~
no tgif
24 Jan 14
So is friday already. Class as usual~ HKC x come today, PJK was fun but tiring. Today i feel so wrong keep bump into alwin n lydia ._. First creative of the year. Orientation day n I did nth. Btw weixin sprained her neck, poor child. Pmo was deadly, well I never like it. Teacher now back to shang hai. Which I'm pretty dead. Today i just hide in pmo small room n learn dong double bass. Thanks Bernard! Waited bus too long n end up jw dad fetch. He brought us to aquarium. Rush home to email dad the photos. Argh sch tmr zzz no tgif le ): anyway I love the way he love n care me ♡ thanks habi :B can dont go school a?
little date after RM100
23 Jan 14
So tired in d morning zzz inane bro sick le x go school lol. Class was fun today (: weng cheong snapshot class scene n screen it on swipe xD Pn Loo was so geng by making transverse wave on floor! Took RM100 for brother then went pyramid to buy present for yongen~ bought 4 earings, hope she'll like it ._. Thank you darling for the Starbucks ♡ went look phones everywhere. Quattro was just RM899?! SHOCKING. Jinwen shouted through phone call for not waiting her home. First, I didn't ask u to stay. Second, is the FREE ppl to find d STAY ppl. So I'm not giving any shit abt this. Nap. Tuition. I'm glad I was faster than jinwen hohoho. Practiced piano and I found that my left hand is so weak, I cant play two hand together D: 1hr per day is seriously not enough. Anyway, tmr is a long day. Better rest now! Nights ☆
brother = trouble
22 Jan 14
A normal day. Rumah training started today. Me and sekni walked two laps. Went kuning form five meeting. Vincent was so stress. I think our theme going to be Lion King. Went home and watched 爸爸去哪儿。Kimi so cute ♡ I hate my family when they think I'm so free to do my brother's stuff. I have my life my own schedule too! When I was him u guys dont give a shit on me. Feel so angry and annoyed! I'm your sister not your maid. Feel so feddap and cried alone. Like the whole world only u busy. Only u tired. Wtf. Blame on me for everything i dont wanna help ya thanks. 13 years old but act like 3 years old. SHAME ON YOU. I hate childish n annoying guy. Brainless! Inane, fatuous! I couldn't hold my anger anymore zzz
flog i mean frog
21 Jan 14
Okay today was okay. Went find Chan Yoke Bee this morning and believe me I dont like it. I like Chemistry. Or I should say I like Pn Too' s class (: she's so nice like u could understand everything! Nothing much abt school today. Didn't stay and went home watch 爸爸在哪儿, kimi so kwet ♡ then start doing frog vle! It took me 4 hours to done it zzz so I successfully ignored J for 2 days le.. well I really feel bad for it but I cant give up.. haiz what to do.. I dont wan our friendship lost like this.. or mayb it already lost..
anti-guy-day
20 Jan 14
Happy birthday ichi ♡ today was really tough. First problem of the day is PMO room was not open. Those pres are really iresponsible. Since you are a pres, can u do ur job by coming early to open PMO room? I need my textbook seriously. Then today I felt so annoying talking to guys. Jong, wei zhe, derrick. First don't question me, second dont give me shit face, third don't try to control me. I told weixin abt my problems, she pity me T.T well there's nth I can do. Then I told them abt my eyesight power too. I'm so abnormal! I wish that there's a day where I don't have to wear spec anymore :D well today i successfully ignored him whole day. At lease until now. I actually feel so bad.. keep ignoring him but I can't be soft ): I must not let d situation got worsen anymore! Hope this works out la.. anyway, waiting my dearest spec! Dad a, can faster go take ma ._. I can't stand this over power spec le >< haih, I wish life would b less complicated..
1/21/2014
annoyed sunday
19 Jan 14
Today went church at 8 because v hav 就职典礼~ haha it was quite different from last year but still fun :P I was the 领唱 today, PnW was okay. But the lingxiu jiu.. very cold la. I don't like asking question then everyone need to answer. Well u can't expect everyone to answer you. But since it's the first time for Christine, more experience to be gain~ today 节目 is 主题~ talked abt time managing. 我领受到最重要的是, 我们不能改变时间, 不能改变上帝的计划, 只能改变自己, 把自己放在上帝的计划当中。for the whole day i purposely ignore J. I really hate people asking me question.. why u wanna know abt me, why control me.. I dont like it, it annoys me. Make me fan gan so much ): I was woke by noises of bro d fren when I nap. They really talk so loud laugh so loud.. I dont object they came n play but can u not disturb other ppl? Went jogging n badminton. Once in a blue moon haha. My strength reduced a lot T.T run one lap ady panting le.. rushing essays at night. Told Kylie abt my problems. She decided to help me out. This time I also became very 狠心了。I dont want a relationship like this with a church member.. it made me feel so uneasy.. God, please help me. No matter how i pray I dont understand your way.. am I doing this right? Please tell me..
oh Saturday
18 Jan 14
Today woke at 9.30 smth, ponteng le morning d practice. Natural wake up is d best! Then went pmo, teacher practice 慕桂英 so I at upstairs lazying. New pipa arrived! The 相 r white in colour :O looks special! So went giant at night back home by 8pm. So early. Talked to peter green n Kylie abt yungkhang. Pray n support Madeline is what I can do for them now. Thank you God for taking care them all the time, and made me feel strong everytime to help them. John was..quite annoying today. I'm sorry but I chose to ignore u. Where's hubby ): I missed him already.. anyway, good luck to me tmr! First Pnw in 2014 (: GOD BLESS ☆
1/17/2014
God
17 Jan 14
Happy Thaipusam :) Today was holiday, woke at 9 something, it was great haha. Went to Midvalley and luckily to run into IT Fair. So me and dad was in extreme shopping mood and ran few rounds, end up bought a power bank, 6000mAh for RM39.90! Haha cheap dao i laugh :D Afternoon i went to Rachel's shop. So his brother, Vincent helped me to choose new spec, so i ended up having a full frame brown metallic spec 8) haha something amazing is, my eyesight power reduced! A LOT! Left eye was 200 but now 100! Right was 300 but now 275! I wonder if someday miracle could happens that I wouldn't need spec anymore? ^_^ thank you God for taking care my eyes all the time ♡ looking back my previous post from this week, i found that i was seeking for God's help almost everyday, but I didn't really gain the strength. I fail to go PMO, I fail to read bible. But when i question God, i questioned myself. Did I seek his help with heart, did I pray with my whole heart? This made me rethink of myself. Sometimes people doesn't know what they really wants. Look more into my heart, what I really need? what i really cares? what prayer should I make? it all began with our heart. Because when we really do, God answers. 你們祈求，就給你們；尋找，就尋見；叩門，就給你們開門。因為凡祈求的，就得著；尋找的，就尋見；叩門的，就給他開門。你們中間誰有兒子求餅，反給他石頭呢？求魚，反給他蛇呢？你們雖然不好，尚且知道拿好東西給兒女，何況你們在天上的父，豈不更把好東西給求他的人嗎？所以，無論何事，你們願意人怎樣待你們，你們也要怎樣待人，因為這就是律法和先知的道理。—— 马太福音 7章7-12节 Thank you Peter green for giving me this powerful bible script :) And also while I was making PnW slides for this Sunday, I chose 全新的你 as last. This song, never fail to touch me. It always give me a lot of strength, a lot of hope. Reminding me how much God love me and will do for me.
Happy Thaipusam :) Today was holiday, woke at 9 something, it was great haha. Went to Midvalley and luckily to run into IT Fair. So me and dad was in extreme shopping mood and ran few rounds, end up bought a power bank, 6000mAh for RM39.90! Haha cheap dao i laugh :D Afternoon i went to Rachel's shop. So his brother, Vincent helped me to choose new spec, so i ended up having a full frame brown metallic spec 8) haha something amazing is, my eyesight power reduced! A LOT! Left eye was 200 but now 100! Right was 300 but now 275! I wonder if someday miracle could happens that I wouldn't need spec anymore? ^_^ thank you God for taking care my eyes all the time ♡ looking back my previous post from this week, i found that i was seeking for God's help almost everyday, but I didn't really gain the strength. I fail to go PMO, I fail to read bible. But when i question God, i questioned myself. Did I seek his help with heart, did I pray with my whole heart? This made me rethink of myself. Sometimes people doesn't know what they really wants. Look more into my heart, what I really need? what i really cares? what prayer should I make? it all began with our heart. Because when we really do, God answers. 你們祈求，就給你們；尋找，就尋見；叩門，就給你們開門。因為凡祈求的，就得著；尋找的，就尋見；叩門的，就給他開門。你們中間誰有兒子求餅，反給他石頭呢？求魚，反給他蛇呢？你們雖然不好，尚且知道拿好東西給兒女，何況你們在天上的父，豈不更把好東西給求他的人嗎？所以，無論何事，你們願意人怎樣待你們，你們也要怎樣待人，因為這就是律法和先知的道理。—— 马太福音 7章7-12节 Thank you Peter green for giving me this powerful bible script :) And also while I was making PnW slides for this Sunday, I chose 全新的你 as last. This song, never fail to touch me. It always give me a lot of strength, a lot of hope. Reminding me how much God love me and will do for me.
Song Joongki ♡
16 Jan 14
I had nightmare.. forgot abt what le. Well anyway today had rumah agm. Vincent was our captain. Then school days as usual. Discuss prom with my girls at class haha so excited! Took nap and chiong add maths. Nothing special abt today except I'm not sleep yet even tou it's already 1am. Well who cares! ITS HOLIDAY TMRRRR XD haha but I cant sleep too late also (: just change my line and wechat photo to joongki ♡ his smile melted my heart.. awhhh ♡
lost
15 Jan 14
I did not go pmo again >< gah! Okay so today was a busy tiring day. Rushed hw during eng n bm period. The fact that alwin couple with lydia still shocking to me. Was grinning when teacher called both of them to answer question. Had McDonald as lunch, I cant believe I just belanja yien, or more rather i didnt ask him to pay me back T.T okay 8 Statbucks from hubby awaiting! Hohoho ♡ one more day to holiday~ not in a good mood at home. I was still mad abt they dont allow me to learn undang ): HMPH. saw some pretty dress at fairebelle but I couldn't buy it.. being so lost recently, I feel like prisoning myself, to hide from stress, from people.. oh God please save me..
Who cares Diary Valentines, it's HOLIDAY!
14 Jan 14
Happy diary valentine! I think Jong is still thinking that I didnt continue my diary ._. Well nvm, he will eventually find out someday. Anyway today is holiday ya! So I woke at 10 ♡ and went One U, period is suffering so I bought hot milo ♡ warmest feeling for the moment! Hadn't got the chance to get hair cut ): should shop at One U more often! There's so many new shops, attractive shops xD nap from 3 to 6 and maggie mee for dinner, should i cry. Rushed hw until 1am. I'm so down when mom dont allow me to learn undang.. I'm so sad that I even cried. Is not like I will take the car and run away after I got licence. It's about when u complaining dont wanna fetch me. Feddap.. tmr will be a long day. Gotta stay until 5 wth.. I must force myself to go PMO.. dont give a damn abt the teacher alright! Xinyi YOU CAN DO IT! pray hard that teacher practice mu gui yin so I can rest muahahaha. Nah just I need to have more courage! God will give the strength i seek (: been praying for yungkhang so long.. I wonder how is he already. I hope he can come back. God I seek for faith and wisdom like Moses, to melt the stone heart of yungkhang as the Egypt King. Please open his mind and live in his heart and let him know you're God. I wish I will worry less and b more carefree like today too..
Period MONDAY
13 Jan 14
Monday Blues. Congratulations to me. First day of period. It was okay I felt no pain at morning I even happily enjoyed it. But after recess it was killing me. I black out during bm period and no choice but to wake at sivik class. Japanese class was usual. Rain when going home, it always rain at the "perfect timing". Only had half an hour of nap then physics tuition. Was talking abt prom with jw seems like nobody was organising it ._. My right part of forehead hurt a lot. I banged the table when I was trying to pick up a bookmark from the floor during meeting. Awkward. Ya n now it's still hurting. My face is really in a terrible condition ._. Scars everywhere! I hope mom's facial mask cream can at lease help me out a bit. I was thinking of cutting fringe~ 平刘海~ I wonder will I look ok? I scare it will b too cute n make me look childish. Congratulations to alwin chai n lydia low. I didnt know they hav interactions lol. Well er, hope they will b well? Thank God tmr is holiday! Lets wake at 12 and nap at 2 and wake at 6 and sleep at 10! Hahahah so insane. Good night world ♡
Monday Blues. Congratulations to me. First day of period. It was okay I felt no pain at morning I even happily enjoyed it. But after recess it was killing me. I black out during bm period and no choice but to wake at sivik class. Japanese class was usual. Rain when going home, it always rain at the "perfect timing". Only had half an hour of nap then physics tuition. Was talking abt prom with jw seems like nobody was organising it ._. My right part of forehead hurt a lot. I banged the table when I was trying to pick up a bookmark from the floor during meeting. Awkward. Ya n now it's still hurting. My face is really in a terrible condition ._. Scars everywhere! I hope mom's facial mask cream can at lease help me out a bit. I was thinking of cutting fringe~ 平刘海~ I wonder will I look ok? I scare it will b too cute n make me look childish. Congratulations to alwin chai n lydia low. I didnt know they hav interactions lol. Well er, hope they will b well? Thank God tmr is holiday! Lets wake at 12 and nap at 2 and wake at 6 and sleep at 10! Hahahah so insane. Good night world ♡
1/13/2014
担心太多
12 Jan 14
今天的节目是电影会, Bruce Almighty. 是一部很不错很好笑的电影, 可是我没有完全投入的去看。我一直担心时间, 担心团拜。想着佩琳为什么那么敷衍我.. 就这样无法跟他成为好朋友, 我担心我们会合作的不好.. 执事会时跟佳骏一起, 开到5点才结束。跟大人们开会真的很闷, 他们很长气。很多时候都不知道他们在讲什么, 有时候佳骏又不解释给我.. 财政报告竟然跟少团不一样, 让我头很大.. 我觉得我应该少担心事情.. 不计划太多反而能勇敢冒险 (: 我后继续坚持相信佩琳和佳骏是支持我的 >< 当然还有慧贤, John 他们 (: 我们要全部永远在一起哦...
夜晚
11 Jan 14
我很喜欢晚上。寂静的夜晚。没有太多的声音。没有吵杂声。我喜欢这样享受世界。最初最原始的世界。这世界本就应该这样。时常太多的声音让我听不见自己的心声。我喜欢这样弹着安静。只有夜晚, 才能衬托出它的意境，带给聆听的人 心灵上的安静 平安。熬夜成了我的坏习惯。可是我太爱夜晚。我愿意奢侈的牺牲我的睡眠, 来在夜晚, 独自 宁静的做自己的东西。但如果我心爱的人在陪我, 却不打扰我, 我也不介意 (: John像往常一样的不断的在打扰我。baka 又莫名其妙的来跟我道歉, 说喜欢跟我说话, 之后又说不要打扰我。Hubby今天很乖的没来打扰我, 我想他一定是累坏了。当他们都睡了, 我的夜晚变得很寂静。有时候我喜欢这样一个人, 有时候我又觉得孤单。人总是软弱的。我一直担心好多, 永远都有担心不完的事。或许有一天我不再需要担心少团的事时, 我会很不习惯吧。谢谢那些一直在陪着我的人。可是我觉得John太over了, 他的关心令我觉得烦。他的死缠烂打, 每次都问我在做什么, 吃了没, 好像要绑架我这样。他的行动令我害怕。我要照顾好我的双眼, 我要以智慧看世界。不再冲动, 冷静做每一样事情。心怡, 是时候长大了。从公主变皇后吧! ♡
Gerko Day
10 Jan 14
Today is gerko day. Im so tired. Running here and there since 10 to 3. I think i'm going to sick very soon. Didnt really choose what I wan to join, just following steph go here n there. Bought a badge, paper star clip, photography bookmark and took a Polaroid ♡ I thought i can go home by 2.. but jw went busy at PBC.. I sat alone at reading corner n cried.. not even had my lunch. When I got home I had nap, but when I wake my eyes 肿了.. I'm so feddap today.. I dont wanna talk to anyone.. can I go back my own little world n rest forever.. ):
1/09/2014
bad lucked
9 Jan 14
So today, I had a good sleep. But I don't wanna repeat that act anymore, i couldn't afford the consequences after it.. I forgot to bring Mr Ho's homework today. GREAT I'M DOOMED. So i was apparently having bad mood in the morning, glad I have weixin pei me. Too much reliefs today, I slept at class again. Physics we doing experiment again today :) It's really fun when you can conduct experiment with guys, because they are so funny ya haha. I successfully didn't stay today, I sms to John and showed off to him hahaha. ARGH craving for Starbucks. Congratulations to brother, he will be going CHS tomorrow. I think my nightmares start here right? Anyway a wonderful nap again :) thanks to the rain or anything. Glad to hear from Madeline that Christopher are doing better. I hope he can recover fast and back with us again :D i should really treat my HAIR and FACE soon. They are turning worst, i'm so sorry :( Should i get a hair cut? Maybe when Chinese New Year :) Having the urge to quit PMO.. But you know I can't.. Concert was postponed to April 26 which is a week before EXAM. That's worst. I'm going to FAIL FOR SURE. Regret is too late now, all i can is force myself to do it until the end. i dont care. Starbucks and movie at CNY! Hohoho ♡
So today, I had a good sleep. But I don't wanna repeat that act anymore, i couldn't afford the consequences after it.. I forgot to bring Mr Ho's homework today. GREAT I'M DOOMED. So i was apparently having bad mood in the morning, glad I have weixin pei me. Too much reliefs today, I slept at class again. Physics we doing experiment again today :) It's really fun when you can conduct experiment with guys, because they are so funny ya haha. I successfully didn't stay today, I sms to John and showed off to him hahaha. ARGH craving for Starbucks. Congratulations to brother, he will be going CHS tomorrow. I think my nightmares start here right? Anyway a wonderful nap again :) thanks to the rain or anything. Glad to hear from Madeline that Christopher are doing better. I hope he can recover fast and back with us again :D i should really treat my HAIR and FACE soon. They are turning worst, i'm so sorry :( Should i get a hair cut? Maybe when Chinese New Year :) Having the urge to quit PMO.. But you know I can't.. Concert was postponed to April 26 which is a week before EXAM. That's worst. I'm going to FAIL FOR SURE. Regret is too late now, all i can is force myself to do it until the end. i dont care. Starbucks and movie at CNY! Hohoho ♡
a day
8 Jan 14
I had a weird dream again. A graduated from primary school with my current classmates, why ah? Anyway last night was disaster. Mom was so furious n mad abt bro school transfer thingy. She went out photostat everything without having secong thought. And in the end it was all a WASTE because dad gave Pn Ong a call n she said it's ok already, the forms had sent to principal. She was so mad with us and scolded us for not taking this serious n do things fast etc blah blah blah. I was damn bu shuang like whole world only she busy she tired, I've missed days of recess time n stayed back for days just because of this! It's only 5th day of school i ady tired until slept at class! Fine. Normal school day. Saw 颜江翰 today at amcorp with a girl. I took nap when I'm home. Totally worth because i didn't dream at all. It was a lovely nap ♡ I wish tomorrow will be better, everything back to normal. Especially mom. nights!
1/07/2014
i have many problems
7 Jan 14
THANK GOD! No dream yesterday :D I had a wonderful sleep. Today class as usual. Having Mr Ho's class early in the morning is quite scaring, but it also give u a mind set that you can relax after his class haha. Maths was quite boring. The teacher is really soft and smiling all the time. She said to us that "If you don't understand, dont cry ya." HAHAHA that make me laugh so hard, good teacher, you worried too much :) Went for Program Maju Diri. I'm more in Artistic, Social and Conventional. And the recommended careers are Police Artist, Optical-Layout Effect Person and Singing Messenger. Well what's that but who cares? Lunch in McDonald with Jong :) So long didn't spend time with him le haha. A little advantage of being AJK in PMO is you got your own cupboard to put your stuff, like TEXTBOOKS. Haha half of my textbooks are all there, too heavy to bring home~ Feel so guilty that I didn't help out Chang Koon to do the board, so I volunteered to do the January Calendar. CNY holiday starts at 30 Jan (Thu) and ends at 4 Feb (Tue), 6 days and so short yet need to replace. Holidays are not holidays anymore. Another sad news is I'm getting my JLPT result on 30 Jan. If i passed, it would be a good CNY, if i failed, I should jump. LAGI satu sad news. Zhong bu has just separated into 1 and 2. SPCMC MIF is in area 2. Which is with Kajang and Serdang etc. That's really sad because those active and funny mif are all in area 1: Kepong, Selayang etc. Why when I step up and everything changed? How unfair. But have to accept too :( OH wait there's another sad news. Japanese Class time table is out, according to Jinwen's news. She said Form 5 class are at Monday and Wednesday. Which I'm like GREAT. How am i supposed to go PMO practices now? I should jump, really. Doubting whether to continue Japanese Class or not, I found it meaningless since having Concert at April and SPM in year end, I wont really have much time for it. But, it is my last year already! Am i really going to give up my 4 years hard work just because of this teacher? Well, i guess I should really spare my time out and think seriously of this. OH WHOA, another problem. Siew Hui just whatsapp me that requesting changing of the program time. I can't change to next week since Pastor Wife haven't confirm with me. And the next next week is John's. And Bobot haven't decide on which movie we are watching. Clap for me, thank you. God, I hand over my problems to you, please give me enough strength and wisdom to handle them. And I wish that Yung Khang can be back with us this Sunday, I do not want to miss anyone ):
THANK GOD! No dream yesterday :D I had a wonderful sleep. Today class as usual. Having Mr Ho's class early in the morning is quite scaring, but it also give u a mind set that you can relax after his class haha. Maths was quite boring. The teacher is really soft and smiling all the time. She said to us that "If you don't understand, dont cry ya." HAHAHA that make me laugh so hard, good teacher, you worried too much :) Went for Program Maju Diri. I'm more in Artistic, Social and Conventional. And the recommended careers are Police Artist, Optical-Layout Effect Person and Singing Messenger. Well what's that but who cares? Lunch in McDonald with Jong :) So long didn't spend time with him le haha. A little advantage of being AJK in PMO is you got your own cupboard to put your stuff, like TEXTBOOKS. Haha half of my textbooks are all there, too heavy to bring home~ Feel so guilty that I didn't help out Chang Koon to do the board, so I volunteered to do the January Calendar. CNY holiday starts at 30 Jan (Thu) and ends at 4 Feb (Tue), 6 days and so short yet need to replace. Holidays are not holidays anymore. Another sad news is I'm getting my JLPT result on 30 Jan. If i passed, it would be a good CNY, if i failed, I should jump. LAGI satu sad news. Zhong bu has just separated into 1 and 2. SPCMC MIF is in area 2. Which is with Kajang and Serdang etc. That's really sad because those active and funny mif are all in area 1: Kepong, Selayang etc. Why when I step up and everything changed? How unfair. But have to accept too :( OH wait there's another sad news. Japanese Class time table is out, according to Jinwen's news. She said Form 5 class are at Monday and Wednesday. Which I'm like GREAT. How am i supposed to go PMO practices now? I should jump, really. Doubting whether to continue Japanese Class or not, I found it meaningless since having Concert at April and SPM in year end, I wont really have much time for it. But, it is my last year already! Am i really going to give up my 4 years hard work just because of this teacher? Well, i guess I should really spare my time out and think seriously of this. OH WHOA, another problem. Siew Hui just whatsapp me that requesting changing of the program time. I can't change to next week since Pastor Wife haven't confirm with me. And the next next week is John's. And Bobot haven't decide on which movie we are watching. Clap for me, thank you. God, I hand over my problems to you, please give me enough strength and wisdom to handle them. And I wish that Yung Khang can be back with us this Sunday, I do not want to miss anyone ):
1/06/2014
blue blue Monday
6 Jan 14
Monday Blues. Great I had nightmare again. I'm so lazy to type it out so here's the summarize: I bleed in my hand, I saw a family, I cried. Yup. I hate these weird dreams. Gimme a break ): ! School as usual. PMO in charged for chairs on assembly. Then long long study time. Today was still ok, not too boring, not much homework :) ran home away from PMO, at lease i got a good nap! Thank you Js for being there for me :D I'm so annoyed when Peter Green keep asking me here and there. I know he concern but I have my life and my way too. Please. Thought of making popcorn in mif :) seems like a fun idea to do on! Anyway, tuition later. God bless me and my brain and my eyes and everything, please stay awake! I'm waiting for Chinese New Year break already T.T
Monday Blues. Great I had nightmare again. I'm so lazy to type it out so here's the summarize: I bleed in my hand, I saw a family, I cried. Yup. I hate these weird dreams. Gimme a break ): ! School as usual. PMO in charged for chairs on assembly. Then long long study time. Today was still ok, not too boring, not much homework :) ran home away from PMO, at lease i got a good nap! Thank you Js for being there for me :D I'm so annoyed when Peter Green keep asking me here and there. I know he concern but I have my life and my way too. Please. Thought of making popcorn in mif :) seems like a fun idea to do on! Anyway, tuition later. God bless me and my brain and my eyes and everything, please stay awake! I'm waiting for Chinese New Year break already T.T
First MIF
5 Jan 14
Happy Birthday Amanda! Today was the first mif in 2014, everything went on peacefully. I hope those new comers can be close to us asap. I talked to Madeline a lot after mif, I didnt know yungkhang was actually facing such a big problem. I wish he can be clear of what he did, God please guide him, because he dont know what he's doing. I wish he can faster return to us. Whenever i sleep, I dream. All weird dream. It made me so tired. So scare and frustrated. God please save me, clear my mind and let me rest peace in your arms. Tomorrow is school day again. God bless me haha. Oh. John gave me M&M again, I dont really wanna admit it but it did saved my life.
Yung Khang
4 Jan 14
Went bed so early ytd night, and I had nightmare. I was in my primary school, I'm taking UPSR .. when i walked out the classroom, i saw john holding Statbucks. I think it's for me because i went to take it. then i went shopping with cousins, then we back to grandma house at Ipoh. I remember that house was demolished last year, but now it's still there.. then we went in a room n play n chat. Then i walked out the room, I saw a little girl sat at the dining table. She was smiling happily at me. Idk her. Then i walked out the house, she was following me. I'm so scare n I ran back the house n found my dad. I wake him up and told him. Then the little girl was standing right behind me... thank God the alarm rang and I woke up. What really haunt me is that every part of my dream is past.. my primary school memories.. except fot Starbucks lol. Went PMO, so tired. Ran away at 12, went home sleep. I dreamt mif when I nap. And when I woke up, Kylie called me n say yung khang got problem le. Oh God, you're kidding me. Went to understand the problems here n there. Thank God others willing to accept the job. I have faith on tmr. God please take care of your beloved son, yung khang. Please live in his heart, open his mind and let him know you're his God. Mayb he and mif be blessed in our mighty Lord's hand, happily safe healthy together we be in this year.
one word - tired
3 Jan 2013
第二天上课, 我已经累夸了.. 一大堆的功课, 一大堆的project.. 华乐练习弄得我更累.. jong今天一直一直的问我问题, 还问到我哭了.. 你不要再问了! 感谢主, 主题和查经讲员都有人选了.. 至少我可以为今天这个喜讯好好睡觉吧~ 求主看顾我的负担, 我把一起交托给你, 相信你一路都会陪着我 (: 这少在这条奋斗的道路上, 我不孤单 :D
Form 5
2 Jan 14
第一天上课 ! 累跨了.. 一切都那么的平常, 只是有些老师换了。食堂的食物起价了, 好贵吃 ): 我跟jong的感情越来越不好了.. 一直一直的吵架, 弄到我好烦! 真的很想就这样结束掉.. 但我一直提醒自己不要冲动, 冷静冷静.. 回到家到下去就睡了 , 累死我了。帮弟弟问了,看来妈妈要爸爸去他学校办手续, 爸爸很不开心哦.. 惜福吧老弟! 哎，John真的很不帅, 不然我会考虑的 哈哈哈哈 开玩笑啦 >< 我不要在冲动了.. 去做传道算了吧 T.T
hello 2014
1 Jan 14
昨晚的倒数得很开心! 能够跟青少团一起就很满足了 ^_^ 对John说了很多, 希望他真的有听进去, 有明白。今早去了Pyramid, 我特地迟迟不回John的sms, 到了晚上我们果然就没有那么close了, 不过这正是我想要的。 晚上讨论分组的问题, 虽然是我吩咐他帮我终结, 不过他也有去做。我就是要他忙, 要他跟其他人多互动和交流, 慢慢的把这种变成自己的责任。这样他就会主动找人谈天, 不会那么粘我了 :) 愿神看顾我明天的脚步, 一切交托给给上帝 (:
bye bye 2013
31 Dec 2013
昨晚敷了面膜哈哈哈 到一半太舒服睡着了! 今早看了 catching fire,我不喜欢他的结局 ): 谢谢佳骏把我载出来倒数, 跟他们一起到夜市买东西, 然后在书院馆开小party。之后我们去了pearl point的Starbucks,谢谢焕忠请客! 聊天中我跟嘉雯和佳骏讲了很多,他们都叫我保持距离。我知道我自己应该怎么做,谢谢他们那么关心我 (: 我希望以后我们可以继续的做好朋友, 因为在主里我们都是一家人 , 这份爱是永恒的。愿主带领我在新的一年 里, 凡事都有你的看顾 (:
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