什么是平常心？

20 Feb 14 

Today was a stressful day. Saw yungkhang d fb post make me really disappointed.. he just challenged his dad for cutting wifi.. when I saw the post i so hurt.. is like he even tag his dad there. I'm his dad will b really hurt too.. I told huan zong, he asked me just like ping chang xin. Argh huan zong u really making me mad ahh, I know there's nothing v can do abt.it at leases can u not say less than 5 words a? I'm really looking forward to talk to u but I'm depressed.. haiz why this attraction keep on appearing, please dont make me xin dong leh! Then I cant find anyone to talk n start whipping alone.. stupid hz >_< hmph! Night add maths tuition. Today transfer my diary. Haiz so much memories.. habi like chat lesser with me.. sometimes i feel lonely but he was busy.. my busy TL a.. I hope I can cancel all koko, all of them..

Robbery case

19 Feb 14 

Sorry! I was so tired lately that I forgot to write diary >< ok so yesterday i washed my hair n applied follow me hair gel. And my hair turn out to be so fake. I blowed my hair N times n hope it looks more natural. But it really tidy alot. This afternoon after Japanese class okay teacher ffk. Then we went amcorp. I saw gangs there so I asked to walk shortcut. Nothing happened everything was peaceful. Then when we back 3 BSMM was behind us and said they was nearly robbed. When we walked the shortcut the gangs approaching us so we step back to toilet there. 2 F4 came n they got robbed. The gangs got d money and ran away. The F4s saw them with weapons so they just surrender and called police straight away. The F4s all really dont know how to report a case == the police lagi worse, taman jaya at where also dont know. So we took this chance n ran back school. So when I reach home fb was so hot abt this robbery case. Since they report to Susan n OBP ady, sure there be announcement at Fri regarding this. Night went Sunway Hospital visit mom. She had small surgery to remove a liang xin tumor in breast. Then back home rushed physics and discuss yk things n $ problem with hz. Busy me busy day.

指导

16 Feb 14 

Pianist for today PnW. Bobot say i okay ._. Thanks to him for giving me the tempo, oh I was so nervous! Today's devotion was quite good (: external n internal peace ♡ I guess the small one's are really ready to walk on their own (: jingxian uncle replaced shi mu for today cha jing ~ everyone were very interested in his talk (: our new zhi dao came! A guy. Talk n quite muscular one. His also the new conductor of choir. Zhang ze song. Hope to work well with him. Haiz huan zong break my heart today la. Tot he will come up mif d </3 fine lo ): had my haircut! Just shorten it n nth much changed. But I like it my head feel lighter anf cooler even with my hair down ♡ so rushed hw all day. Talked to kylie abt my family problems. Hope it get solved.. peter green buy le hedgehog!! Gah jealous die D: he showed me d photos. Haiz I want one too ): so kwet la.. my birthday present can ma? Haha xD okay I wish I can sleep early if not hz will zat again. Haiz my face got pimples not reli is bcoz sleep late d ma, okay mayb reli is!

zhong bu meeting

15 Feb 14 

So today i ponteng le school ya and went zhong bu meeting with hz. Lol we wore d same camp tee haha. I didnt know he drive dao so steady eh ._. Haha bobot drive dao very ganas. Then meeting was kinda awkward. I sat there listen, nod head, raise hand, laugh, smile and the end ._. Lol then v seperated to zhong 1 and zhong 2 . Hz suggested me to be vice pres ._. I hope it wont be too busy but still d pose is not finalised ~ then went lunch with hz at old town. Chatted abt mif. Aiyo problems here n there la </3 then bobot taught me piano awhile and went home nap. So basically that's a day. I thought zhong bu meeting will b a lot serious like zhi shi hui but actually it was quite fun? Haha we all laughed through meeting, but I think I will miss kepong church them more /.\ at zhong 2 only know selayang d. Gah so tired ady.. so much not yet do ya blam myself ba ):

Happy Valentine's!

14 Feb 14 

Happy Valentine's Day! So glad there was no spot check today. I gave habi the present glad he like it, how dare he ask his junior to fix it =3= thank you sookee jinwen steph for the chocolate and present! Habi's present is quite pretty! Bottle of water with glitter n words inside ♡ thank you sho much! Then I went Sunway Uni with zhiwei. Had talk abt biotechnology medical in 15 mins. And we did experiment of extracting banana DNA. It was fun haha. Then we had campus tour. SUNWAY Uni is smaller than what I thought, maybe it's because its quite old already. Gahh tmr is meeting le! I'm kinda nervous :X suddenly heng chat with me abt how relax today ._. But v did had a happy chat. Ah I miss my hedgehog.. I wish that dream was..? Haha idk ;) anyway God bless me in tmr meeting!

robocop

13 Feb 14 

Happy Valentine's Eve! Okay so today was busy rushing hw all the time. Girls always have weird topics ._. Haha we just guessed our breast size among ourselves hahahahaha! Okay Sarah won ._. Then watched Robocop, they said very nice but I think okay saja lo ._. Keep scare dao me because the sound effect too strong lol. Then go home nap and rush tuition work. First time doing exercise in new sub topic without teacher, feeling amazing when u got it right hoho . Then play piano and chat with bobot n huan zong until NOW = 01:18am .____. Haha nvr chat song until long with them. Huan zong so funny la == smth wrong with d calculation meh? U pay RM10 for 14days so each day d lunch RM1.40.. HUH?? nah I should sleep now good night ♡

typical wednesday

12 Feb 14 

Today was normal, nothing special. I ponteng le one week Japanese great. And also pmo </3 today Pn Loo Nyet Fong retirement. Me n zhiwei sat together and chat a lot. Rumah sukan today too, ran with sekni. We chat alot. Jinwen was so inane la, sekni there n she ask me got go pmo anot zzz I had a feeling of pmo people ignoring me.. feel kinda hurt ): night I rushed the present. The outcome was ok, not too bad (: I wonder what will I receive? Read wild girl manga whole afternoon, it's abt fighting sports. Korean manga, quite interesting tou! Never read this type before~ oh yay awaiting tmr hohoho ☆

HOT

11 Feb 14 

So second day of period was okay. Today all day rushing hw. Thank you Joyce for kitkat! Nothing much abt today. For the video clip v decided on complex mechanism~ I think it'll possibly be at June's house n edited by Sarah. Wondering whether wanna go TTC seminar because i want go meeting too but I can't sure whether can rush back for it or not. Okay so no stay today. Had nice nap since weather hot like hell. Unlucky the electricity broke down at night omg how am I going to sleep at this hot atmosphere! Please come back electricity! I love u I love air cond more.

piano

10 Feb 14 

First day of period, dying status. Basically i was half dead through school then back home lunch and sleep. Today got VVIPs come so HKC are so busy that he x come in which YAY haha. Posted tuan bai d photos and videos on mif fb. Chat with.peter green only know.kepong church is in such big problem ): so this Sunday v gotta pray together again for them. Haha dk why I love praying now! Sarah started to tuition with me, I hope v car pool. Esther is really a cute and brave girl (: I see spark in her. Hope she can grow towards her dream! Okay Valentine's in 3 days and I did nothing I should bang d wall. Okay xinyi u should start work now ya right. Sincerely. I wonder if I can ponteng if not heng hav to go to d meeting. Okay u know I had a weird dream? I dreamt v all mif d members in a house like vacation or smth. Then suddenly in a car. Heng sat beside me n asked if I wanna go take a bag of thing that left at dont know where. Then I'm like oh ya so the car u turn balik to a place n I took the bag of dont know what. Is quite a relax dream because being with mif is happy n fun ♡ oh n heng d guan xin also sangat wen rou scare dao me but still happy la haha. I wish I can have more time for piano.. I wanna be as good as my sifu, teng, jowix, Esther, xiyue them ): really! Is my dream.. hope I can achieve it! Must practice hard yoh ^_^ aja aja fighting! ♡

团拜 ♡

9 Feb 14 

感谢主! 今天的团拜圆满结束! 成功的说服了喜约去团拜~ 我们共有30人叻 :D 好像是最多人的一次哦! 哈利路亚! 我们去了佩琳佳骏颖慧Allysa的家~ 已经把书给了永康, 可是他没反应也没跟我们去团拜。希望主感动他, 让他早日与我们团聚。佳骏家的狗很可爱哦! 哈哈凶的我也敢摸~ 不知道几时那么不小心把衣服弄脏了 ): 借了颖慧的外套, 谢谢哦! 在Allysa家BBQ也庆祝了刘薇颖欣润祥约典johnbobot的生日! 有一个可爱的5岁小男孩一直跟着我, 叫我跟他一起去看乌龟~ 太可爱了, 还拿东西给我吃~ 唉, 老了, 玩一下就已经累跨了~ 不过今年还ok啦~ 没有太夜 (: 希望我们有彼此团聚凝聚到 ♡

一路有你

8 Feb 14 

幸福的我睡到10点才醒~ 今天去了维欣家~ 看了2部电影, 吃了很多, 喝了sparkling, 可是什么也没讨论到 哈哈哈 ! 晚上去看一路有你 ♡ 很幸运的看到真人演员! 遗憾没一起拍照 ): 一路有你真的很好看很感动! 以后我结婚也会是这个情形吗? 算啦 还有很久呢~ 一直想着情人节怎么过.. 他会准备什么? 唉.. 已经没有当初那种热情了咯~ 最近我是不是压力太大了? 常常头晕.. 希望不会生病吧 );

团长

7 Feb 14 

觉得自己是个很没有用的团长。我知道这条路很难走, 但我有勇气选择, 也要有勇气走下去。永康和喜约的事让我打击很大, 令我很迷茫很失措。一直一直的觉得自己做不好, 没有尽力去做。问其他职员意见时, 他们都说交托给上帝, 祷告。这些我都知道, 可是我不能只是祷告等待而没有行动啊!! 什么叫尽力就好? 我们尽力了吗? 我们有做了什么吗? 人真地很软弱。一有打击就跨下来了。好想大哭一次场, 好想招人倾诉, 找个安慰。此时此刻才觉得自己有多么的孤独。上帝不断不断的给我考验, 我很累了.. 我很想一闭上眼睛什么都不去想.. 很想逃避 很想离开! 这个浑浊的世界.. 可是我不想就这么放弃。我不甘心。我不会让撒旦赢。我不会让魔鬼笑我。我是基督精兵, 神的门徒, 主的儿女。我是个全新的我。总有一日, 我会得胜。哈利路亚!

chu 7

6 Feb 14 

What a gossip day haha. Talked abt out class d couples with my girls. Then went for VD shopping. Glad I bought CNY card after searching so many shop and my Rubik Cube! Haix glad x over budget. Then in conjunction with chu 7, which is everyone's birthday. Jinwen wanted to eat cake so ya v bought a tiramisu.

back to school

5 Feb 14 

I'm so sorry I forgot to write yesterday! But yesterday is a holiday so nothing much happened. Just stayed at home slacking here and there. Oh it's 立春 yesterday. Eggs stands haha. Today school reopens. It's Wednesday so wearing Full U. So many people sick like me. Rushing homework here and there. Everyone reading Sejarah making me so nervous so I started to read too haha! Thank God I don't have to stay back today! No rumah no pmo jinwen fetch by dad, Hallelujah! Hahahaha. So went home andi thought nobody is home but it turned out that everyone is home. Oh ya they still having holidays. Internet all day. Slept. Played and kinda addicted to word mania haha. Then found ideas abt Valentine's. Night rush BM lisan. Then tomorrow got Sejarah Test and I haven't study now, great. Basically today was fun. I should quickly pack my mood up and start studying. Feel so sad and guilty to jong I dump him alone on Valentine's ._. I'M SO SORRY!!!!

bye IPOH hi KL

3 Feb 14 

Had fun yesterday :) this morning was tiring. My beautiful right palm was hurt D: then went home after breakfast. Dad fly 140km/j so v arrived less than 2 hrs. Thank God there was no heavy traffic! Had nap, the weather was so hot that I woke up sweating. Night went dinner with minhua them. Food was ok. Oh gosh I left one day holiday T.T n i only get 29 angpau </3 heartbreaking! Anyway wish my sickness continue to recover! I wanna sapu those CNY biscuits :P hehe!

CNY BBQ

2 Feb 14 

Thank God I'm feeling slightly better than yesterday (: I wish I can ponteng on Wednesday actually xD went to church morning~ the retired pastor gave a good present (: then went shopping at Tesco for night BBQ x) helped out ah gor prepare things~ I feel so katak hahaha. Everyone was freak out when I put on cool fever ._. Actually the truth is I put for fun only weih. They drove me out for dinner, dont let me BBQ I so sad. Some more the noodle i had got insects .. lagi worse.. but still I got BBQ XD ate sausage, crab meat, corns xD the smoke keep make me cry D: gor many friends came ~ happily to say that the food all sapu ^^ so now I'm here, abt to die /.\ I hate sickness related to breathing.. God please continue to heal me with your powered hands..

to-do-list in CNY

1 Feb 14 

Hello. Sadly to say my nose and throat is still as bad as ytd ): suffering so much.. morning went for movie ~ my first 18 movie! Hahaha! The staff wanted to check my IC d but after that just sneak in le :P very funny show haha. Then went fong ah yi open house. Her new house is 3 floor, got pool. So damn high class -.- then went dad side d relatives there, they're all gambling. Later dad treat McD ice cream xD then v had steamboat~ and we played tik tik gam xD wa so much childhood memory ♡ haha anyway today beside sick, overall is quite a nice day >< god please heal me ):

HORSEY YEARR

31 Jan 14 

Happy Chinese New Year :D hope everyone do well in horsey year~ woke at six today. Feeling really not well >< thank God that no traffic on the way back. Saw two accident D: went ipoh church, I miss my mif ady >< weather so hot here /.\ hope I wont too sick ba.. wanna eat so many food leh >< so many Tv shows, haha but not very nice la. This year ntv7 d CNY show so so lo, more to touching way. Waiting for tmr d cinema! Haha 18 leh, idk will success anot o haha ~ pray pray pray x)

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

30 Jan 14 

So ya happy Chinese new year! This year is a horsey year :) smth good abt CNY - u hav holidays, good n entertaining TV shows, foods, angpau n sleep! I slept until 10 today haha~ but unfortunately I fall sick D: sneeze sore throat n 发热气 ): haiz.. God please look after me, I dun wanna fall ill this CNY /.\ HOPE THIS YEAR WILL BE A BLESSED YEAR ♡

你

29 Jan 14 

今天他弄我哭了 ): 很讨厌他讲不礼貌的话.. 既然我都说了我不喜欢, 你就不要再讲不行吗? 真的生气死我了.. 我默默不不语不想骂人, 你却一直逼我.. 最后你自己骂了我 ): 害我哭得好可怜, 哭得好累.. 早知道就捏你痛点! 不是讲我肥了的咩, 还背我 =3= 不过还真的蛮喜欢亲亲的感觉 ♡ 有被疼的温暖 ^_^ 加上他又很温柔~ 就这样我的新年假期开始咯! 希望今年多多红包~ 食物也多多 ♡ 哈哈 可是不要体重也多多!!

school day

28 Jan 14 

Pn Teoh n Cedric didn't come today so it's three relief period! XD the whole day chatting with zhiwei abt the Innocent Man and I Can Hear Your Voice ♡ talk until I sore throat somemore >< me n zhiwei so yolo go asked guru discipline for pas tandas xD June's group and TianSoon's group broke burette, conical flask and beaker during Chemistry. X stay back today, back home watch 爸爸去哪儿~ upload photo, play loving haha. Wheee finally changed profile picture after 6 months! First time over 100 likes eh! In a day xD happy die hohoho ♡ seriously i dont get it got sexy meh ._. Found out Sarah has couple! Ady 1 month oh xD i giv them my blessing ya ☆ Haha today was quite a relax n fun day~