mad mad mad

26 March 14

hi today's 31 days to concert n I totally no feel abt it. Ya I'm in a bad mood. Cant go outing because Sarah suddenly cant fetch. If u guys ady counted us not going why ask? Shit d. Dont make me lie. Jong also. Every time giv excuse la, sleeping, eating, busying or phone got problem! You're so good at this la! Say I'm not putting efforts, say you're tired . Me leh! I never complaint before u inane shit! Only know how to blame others but dont reflex yourself..

pmo photoshoot

25 march 14 

Today pmo photoshoot day. Saw many prefect who came with injuries. Today was quite "silent", no happy laughter, no high gei ot anything. Ah my transport problem for weekenf haf solved, but still need ma fan hz fetch me I'm so sorry u had to wake up early because of me TT then I completed learning chirst is enough! But still not really great yet, keep on practicing :D rong jiayou too! Tmr had to go pmo again sob.

#RIPICYP #RIPMH370

24 March 14 

Today was really a sad heartbreaking day. Accident happened when prefects are on their way back from camp and the bus flipped n crashed. Rest in peace yeong peng.. god will look after you, he bring u to a better place, there will be the "peace" u like everyday.. MH370 was found, sank under indian sea.. this is so disappointing.. no mood to do anything at all.. can I dont go pmo anymore.. life is so short to b stressed.. yesterday I'm still so happy talking chatting until late night.. this morning i even used my holiday effectively as u asked me to, I was really happy, thinking that this Monday is not blue, but..

HISPOP & Rise Up Malaysia

22 March 14 

What a happy blessed day! Praise the lord! Today went to HISPOP & Rise Up Malaysia workshop. Danced the whole day! New achievement - 2 hours 1 song learn dance! Whaoo daebak! Glad I went to street dance workshop :) haha the teachers are all so geng. Their performance was amazing, very very got feel! They set up light spotter, smoke, just like a real life concert! People who didnt come should regret >< then we today also very yolo keep running in front stage n dance haha!! I even dance with the street dance teacher! Wow! Was a really fun day, too bad it keep delay n v gotta leave early. Night performance was really stunning! V yolo dao go buy their CD album haha! And got their signatures! XD keep thinking abt the street dance I learned this morning feeling so excited! Keep wanna dance! Haha thank you God very much. we'll make sure our mif d PnW will bcome better n better! Hallelujah!

byebye J

20 March 14 

Tgif :) last day of sch! Today didnt really have any lesson except BC, enjoyed through school hours. HKC just simply giv us exam marks n I got 70 lol.. do i deserve this? Fine.. had a seminar on road safety last three periods. Habi went camp perdana ._. 3 days lonely me.. excited n discussing abt Thurs outing with zhiwei them. Ah dress code is always d hardest to decide. Glad internet is back! Napped. Strangely no rain today ._. At night find Irene n Kylie talk abt J. Finally i said this to him " John, I'm focussing my studies this year, u know I have SPM. We can still be friends, but I'll appreciate if I can have some space myself. Not texting me everyday, even my bf dont do that, whenever i study or i busy he'll respect me, i have my life too. Is March already, second term exam is on May I have no more time to spare, I wil not b prompt in daily sms. Hope u understand n also respect my decision as a friend. I hope v can still b friends, friends that dont need to keep texting daily." He replied "ok i get it all....(minimize words)...I'm sorry" I was quite impressed. Irene also asked abt jong. I do have the hope that jong will bcome Christian one day before v got married. Really. My biggest hope n dream. More than anything else. Okayyy sleep early tomorrow will b tiring! Wanan muah muah :))

SPM 2013 result on board!

19 March 14 

Today was SPM result out day. I dont have any other news except CHS in best in Petaling Utama. Big head got 10A+. So sad that internet was down today. The phone line spoiled. No internet TT. YAY tmr no stay hoho. Ah today was okay. Nothing special. Rushing add maths. Should I sms J n ask abt his results? ._. Jong went sookee house ==.... tomorrow last day of school WHEEEE :B

thinking wed

18 March 14 

Yo Wednesday. Today was supet tired! Glad HKC x come today too. Took class photo today :) then had meeting in pmo, ex senior yong siang was so epic ._. Ponteng le kuning n Japanese. Heavy bag.. oh no jw told me see mun couple le?! Shock die me! N d guy is kai wen?? Hahaha breaking news weh! Then today talked abt birthday present with zhiwei them. I wonder what will they give me, dont really like nail polish, I dont always apply it ._. Then zhiwei wan bag may wan bag sarah cake. Haih I wish I get a big big birthday card ): and balloons. That would b wonderful.. glad my face r recovering (: haha drank 燕窝 at night, so expensive la. Really good at facial? Ah.. Saturday faster come la. I dont wan go PMO camp.. so suffering.. not even a camp.. just train train train until sot only.. why didnt i resign pmo?! Why didnt i have more courage D: I dont even like it.. sob..

happy tuesday

17 March 14 

Hi it's Tuesday. Today was cold, had running nose in the morning. Raining in da afternoon. Had a fun day with classmates. Nothing really special happened. Today suddenly pop out church work. Amanda told me I'm a lovely angel <3 haha! Well it's the life game ~ then Christine d outing is mafia game, wow O.O haha sounds fun la both! Can't wait xD then zhidao jio me yamcha haha although not hz but still happy. I also jio le Madeline n Heng, haih hope Kylie can go :/ super busy in weekends. Zhiwei them just jio me to OneU at holiday! Oh I hope I can go >_< ahhh I wonder did aijia help me buy d skirt? Today i go check it out of stock le! Oh no D: so nice d skirt! Cannooooot it's mine!

monday why u so blue

16 March 14 

Hi Monday why u so blue. Ya the sky today is extremely blue. No haze. White fluffy clouds. HD view. Raining in the whole day. Was a cold day. The weather is actually quite nice. It would b a wonderful day if it's not Monday. Successfully wrote my BC poem n sent to HKC. Everyday now he also sleep so early. Fine. Whatever. I LOA jiu LOA la. Tonight stomach pain like hell.. suffering through tuition, went home drink water eat kitkat put oil n eat pain relief medicine.. what happened ah tummy? I no eat wrong things ba..

childish. me too.

15 March 14

Sad day. I was scolded just because i wanted to wear skirt to go out. Mom said she wont pay anything for me on my Uni/College studies. Dont allow me go College. Then keep scolding n barking n blah blah blah. Just because of such tiny thing. Why are u so childish? 自作自受. No fish for u. Slept a lot today, then night start working on magazine. Suddenly no electric again! Glad everything was save. Chat with Sarah haha first time chat n until so late! She's a nice girl, if really need to choose a leader she will b the first I'll consider. Told yungkhang my experience this morning, hope I didn't mislead him ._. Ah so love being together at mif n church.. the most warmth n comfortable place n people to be with! Thank God I'm a Christian :) Thanks for giving me this chance n grace <3

beautiful voice of God

14 March 14 

HAPPY WHITE VALENTINE'S! well actually it's nothing special. Today was photoshoot day. I took pmo, creative n kuning d photo. Haze are getting serious n made me headache. Went church tonight, got choir event. It was nice (: glad I came. Haha got lengzai! Then tmr no pmo!! Yay! Thank God for the good news ^^ haha happyyyyy~

MH5S3

13 March 14 

Today was a very unlucky day. HKC bu shuang donn n so scolded whole class. He asked whole class to stand n he didn't let me sit. Walao I since when what time which second not paying attention. Hate his attitude, CHILDISH. today was really tired. My add maths lost to jw. Damn. But my maths improved a lot. Why she always so like to go people house, give trouble to others only zzz. People new house and u go dirty it. Exam period who got mood celebrate oh, use brain la. Hmph, so small age ady rely on products to keep skin white, ur skin ady like that le still wanna put more n more things on it, I dont know how will it b after 10 years, make up lagi worse. Haih, dont know why today habi like extra care me? Maybe because yesterday i mad at him? Nah anyway I'm happy! If api go more higher then no need go school le!!!! Haha dont know good or bad ._.

Taylor's Campus Tour

12 March 14 

Idk why I'm so tired. Maybe i cant get a nap. Pastor and others are supposed to visit to my house today and I just slept through the whole time ._. Okay so I went Taylor today, had hospitality workshop in culinary arts. Learnt to make ice cream with dry ice! It was quite fun n the ice cream are quite nice, what impress me is the orange one. But had a fight with habi over communication problems. Not forgiving. Exam papers are distributed today, BM was 67/100 and SEJ was surprisingly 73/90 ^^ wonder how's maths.. tomorrow chemistry ya god bless me T.T

RESULTsss

11 March 14 

Ah, today period. I feel like real dizzy and almost to faint.. jong made me mad. I'm not sad or angry at the first place but he keep say I'm sad I'm sad ya okay finr everything and anything u say all! Feddup. Watched emergency couple until latest. Yay finally the doc start to chase JiHyo xD i prefer JiHyo with Guo Doc than her ex husband lo. Not as handsome as doc too =3= today had Eng paper n was ok. many ppl get low marks on literature but not me :P 13/15 hoho. Then Bm haiz I also dont know why I so low marks. Even worse then zhiwei </3 the bina ayat very yuan wang leh.. then physics and chem both also haih lah. 67 sahaja.. fine I lose this time ): bet with weixin if I get 70 purata I belanja her makan. Haha mission impossible. Really need to study hard for it le. I must overpass that girl. Hmph. I will. Okay anyway let's have fun on tomorrow's campus tour!

MH370

10 March 14 

Back to school after exam. Seriously I'm in holiday mood already ._. Moral was yay and add maths was oh no. June cried because of her add maths result ): then prayers continue for the missing MH370 , yet unfounded. Tuition was tiring.. glad I had fun with friends. Habi didnt come school today. Such lonely ._. So many bad things happened recently.. but life goes on. 不懂是世界变糟了, 还是我长大了。

一起祷告

9 March 14 

Today was pianist, get tension suddenly when Bobot's came n stood beside me T.T played wrong at every starting sob. Was kena shot by siew hui this morning devotion T.T haiz but experience gained. Happy to see Rachel made d little angel envelope so pretty! Glad to hear that many people wanted to go the HISPOP workshop~ haha after the class I sat huanen car, then v chat abt having a study group after church xD they seem like ONs weih haha. Meeting was set to 23 March ._. Hope it wont b too scary with pastor around T.T listened to 快love CD, I like 一起祷告 <3 that song got very young d feel very nice! MH370 has yet no any further news ): let's continue our prayer.. today was such a relax and happy day! Thank God for such a Sunday (: hope tomorrow distribute exam papers wont make me too down.. /.\

first pmo in 2014

8 March 14 

Went pmo today. Played shanghai. Glad teacher didn't scold much! Thank God for hearing my prayer (: MH370 vanished at border of south China sea between Malaysia n Vietnam. 239 people on plane was not yet been found. May God bless their life and let them return safely to their homeland. All tv news were broadcasting about this, it made me feel so ill. It's not like I'm not concerned about it, but I don't wanna put myself in a bad mood since there's nothing i can do about it. Haiz talking with kids will rise your blood pressure undoubtedly! Thats why I hate and object strongly to become a teacher.

BYE 1st EXAM

7 March 14

Exam end today. First time felt confidence in maths. Actually i wanna stay for PMO, but jinwen didnt. We went pyramid, buy ochado, watch prom dress. Finished My Love Who Came From the Star. Nice. Sweet. Heartmelting. Loveit. Hyun ah u so good at acting! Then watched emergency couple. Very sad. Keep gan jiong gan jiong. I scare it is too bloody dont know wan continue anot.. dont know why mood swing le. Tmr go pmo. Water stopped at house.. practiced pipa, I'm suck. Haiz. Talk with Kylie. Persuading her to join the workshop. Habi.. so heartbreaking. Off my umobile.. cried alone when ppl stop me from playing piano.. I know I'm no good..

feeling stress with church

6 March 14 

Had chemistry today. Although i have whole morning to read it before recess but still I dont really master it. The paper was okay. I panicked at first sight. People say d paper are easy. So I guess I going to get low marks? Tuition at night really bu shuang. Jinwen wasted my one hour on number base. What shit oh, easy until shit like that dont know how to do zzz I wan ask so many hard d things cannot ask dao. Why did u come tuition without calculator too! Jin ja bi cyo soh!! Watched emergency couple until episode 4 , so heartbreaking la. Haha zhiwei also got watch! Jihyo so ke lian everytime scold by that guy . The main actor not lengzai also no point watch this drama ): the driver lagi handsome! zzz haiz afternoon chat with Amanda about the PnW korean workshop, wanted them to go but transport is a problem. MYF have meeting that day. Bobot is Pres sure cant lo. HZ dont wan too............ asked new zhi dao ze song I havent see his reply. Haiz big head, Amanda say ask John. Haiz he only 18 and dont know road. Not to church u know to KL leh! Somemore at night. Need to fetch 4-5 kids I where fang xin zzz haiz sob. Really sob. Why irene shaotian yujie gone :'( ..

chemistry but relax?!

5 Feb 14 

Had moral n physics. Both was okay okay ._. Haiz dont mention le. Anyway studied chemisty very very relaxly. To reserve my hyun to after exam so I watched 急诊男女 episode 1. Main actress is JiHyo. It might be a funny show. People comment it very sweet. It's about doctor~ ah last two paper ady! Fighting oh xinyi (: jiayou jiayou ~

haze on exam

4 Feb 14 

Sejarah and eng was not so good ): barely have enough time to complete. Oh well is past. Tomorrow are moral and physics. Salute me, I x study moral. I glad I memorized the definisi last Sat, enable me hav more time on physics. Maybe it's my love and interest towards this subject, I dont feel sick when I study. Haze API was 105 at 5pm today. Yesterday was 140 @@ no wonder i felt so sick. My body temperature rised to 36.4 which is quite high for me. My normal is 35 (: argh good luck for tomorrow! 4 more papers to go! FIGHTING ★

crazy studying

3 Feb 14 

great I forgot to write diary again. Maybe I was too crazy about Bio. Today exam Bm and Bio. It was okay. Then spamming Sejarah where my headache keep distribing. I hope I wont get too low marks . The atmosphere at home are weird today. Anyway nights!

it's saturday! why study?

1 March 14 

Yay it's Saturday! Why study T.T basically woke up at 10 and nasi lemak for breakfast. Then watch Tv and lunch and bath only start study. What an unproductive day ._. Memorized moral. Then Bio chap 6. Not even finish by now </3 I'm dead! Then night went pyramid, bought the red cloth that i wanted for sooooooo long! Thanks mom! Oh ya mom say to prevent one from getting 子宫癌 thats a way. And it's to keep pregnant. This is because when pregnancy iy used the hormones produced. Thus hormones will keep used up then I wont accumulate and become tumor! Haha mom say give birth 4 wor haha. Aiya see my future husband got money anot la xD meeting tmr so tiring ): set kim soo hyun as wallpaper with words - xinyi, study hard. Hwaiting ♡ AWHHHH OKAYY I WILLL!! hahaha so cool and cute la.

First Term Exam 2014

28 Feb 2014 

First term exam of 2014 starts today. Had Chinese and Add maths. Okay I dont really wanna talk abt it. Hard. Tired. Stress. Headache. Went home straight away to watch soo hyun :P so things turned complicated. I watched until.episode 16 no hohoho. Anyway i learnt 恩典之路 just now all by my own T.T ok it's hard at the beginning but I glad I didnt stop practicing and now I can play the chorus ^^ thank God! Although I'm kinda dizzy now! @@ #tgif gotta sleep now nights people and dear <3

exam eve

27 Feb 14 

Eve before exam starts. That jw no go sch d tell aunty also. Did wrong and still many excuses. Today Sarah n zhiwei no come so quiet. Our class 6 ppl absent. Others like got 20+ ppl absent. Why ah, not even SPM why so gan jiong? Okay la I'm very worried too. BC can just memorise and nothing. My add maths are not so stable yet. I cant solve many questions in past years. Haih God bless me! Hope I wont get too low marks la haha.. form 5 first term exam, FIGHTING!

来自星星的你 ☆ action!

26 Feb 14 

Habi was so cute lying on my chest n fall asleep peacefully >w< I can feel his breath ♡ today was an unproductive day ._. The weather the environment, made me no mood study /.\ went home watched 来自星星的你 ☆ so gan jiong part n the internet cable broke down == sung in now so cham la D: ahhhhaha waiting their kiss scene!! Ok so I very guai d study BC until 1pm T.T aiyo can dont exam ma.. sob just let me marry be wife can le hahaha!

the annoying J

25 Feb 14 

Argue with habi. Jw no stay. He mad at me why no communicate properly. Im so angry when he say I rather eat cup noodles than study. What shit. I told him not to send me home yet he.. I did not talk to him whole day after that. So mad that I'm abt to cry. Went home sapu drama. At night only study BC, so tired. I love my hair. Oh ya happy birthday heng! I dont know why guys are really annoying. When I'm studying, jong n john keep spam sms. What's ur problems? Too much money izit? Zzzzz people want study d ah can u stop those shit? Mad. Mad. MAD.

foresee?

24 Feb 14 

Monday blues. Morning was so cool but it likes I'm at Sahara desert in the afternoon. Normal day of rushing hw. Nothing special happened except mood swing at night. I don't know why I so moody too.. then my right arm hurted all day. I think it's because of carrying over heavy boxes of water last Saturday. Dont have any muscle relax d medicine can put so it'll continue hurting me. Exam is this Fri, if it x recover by then, I'm doomed. Last night I had a quite realistic dream abt migrating to Australia. A very elegant house. But with heavy feelings. Waked up with shocks. I hoped I didnt foresee this. Sometimes foresee is not as good as u think ):

可爱天使GO

23 Feb 14 

Today was kinda lonely. Maybe I'm moody or what. Today's program is ke ai tian shi GO aka angel and master. And my master is Madeline ._. Then dk accurate anot but john say my angel is simeon? Wah then I whole year no letter liao lo T.T we played music chair and idk why either ._. But it was fun xD today ling xiu not bad, can see dao ying hui really got prepare. Then after church got ding feng men tu ke cheng. Not bad, learnt a lot abt chuan fu yin. Got 1 quarter is mif d ppl leh x) hz x come mif today.. thank God bobot found the bank receipt! Yay :') hai shi ni zui hao hahaha. Aiyo next week zhi shi hui leh. I exam leh. Everyone exam leh. Haiz so it's sacrifice time again. Wanted to ask hz abt which things from zhongbu I need to report on zhi shi hui but I dont wanna talk to him.. read le book of Joshua but reli doubt how the bible competition will ask because it mostly abt war n name of places. Joshua killed 31 kings from chap 1 to 12 .__. Haiz how should I promote? How should HZ promote? @@ god please bless me with good health and wisdom, I shall study hard n do well in my exam!

last merentas desa

22 Feb 14 

Hi. Today was merentas desa. Yes my last merentas desa (: I didnt run but duty together with jinwen at rumah booth. I kept giving out the waters and tear the plastic made my hand so dirty. Argh kuning was never good at merentas desa ._. Zongyi no come somemore.. haiz stupid QM go wrong track when leading L1. Went MPSJ library with jinwen after merentas desa. That library wad awesomely nice clean and quiet. Oh they have wifi ♡ haha not bad la, studied chem chap 8~ then went pyramid for Baskin Robbins Blast Drink xD ordered cookie flavor, believe me. Starbucks was way a lot better! Then jinwen went home, I alone shopping. After walked 10 shops, found a red top which made my heart move at F.O.S. But mom say too mature so </3 then went organic eat, my most dislike restaurant. So tired la today, played piano for my whole folder! Zd..I..

a Friday

21 Feb 14

Hi so today was tired. Class as usual nothing much special. I grew 3cm tall - 153cm haha. And 47.7kg SOBBBB. after school was creative, first time interview people! Haha it was quite fun actually~ then went sing wah hav lunch n study chem. Back home watched a movie - 六福喜事 xD very funny la haha . Anyway bro was really shit n cause so much trouble just now. Mom even scolded me for nothing. I'm so mad. I wish tmr reli no need run can go help out. Haiz n I accidentally cut my leg ya zzz

stress

20 Feb 14 

Today was a stressful day. Saw yungkhang d fb post make me really disappointed.. he just challenged his dad for cutting wifi.. when I saw the post i so hurt.. is like he even tag his dad there. I'm his dad will b really hurt too.. I told huan zong, he asked me just like ping chang xin. Argh huan zong u really making me mad ahh, I know there's nothing v can do abt.it at leases can u not say less than 5 words a? I'm really looking forward to talk to u but I'm depressed.. haiz why this attraction keep on appearing, please dont make me xin dong leh! Then I cant find anyone to talk n start whipping alone.. stupid hz >_< hmph! Night add maths tuition. Today transfer my diary. Haiz so much memories.. habi like chat lesser with me.. sometimes i feel lonely but he was busy.. my busy TL a.. I hope I can cancel all koko, all of them..