SP pasar malam with mom

29 July 14 

Oh dear woke at 9am today although i slept so late ytd ._. I saw berber also sleep very late but he no find me haih. Doing essay the whole morning, afternoon slack n nap. Night went pasar malam with mom, bought so much food haha. Ate everything happily, fat die me :0 finally had d chance to play church piano again :) but no record dao haih. Oh dear ate too much now so sleepy haha, 13 food : Chao kuey teow :) Cheese sausage Coconut ice cream Fried prawn crips Chicken ho fun Pan mee Colourful muachi Carrot cake Cempedak Tao fu fah Kuih talam Dai gao min Sugar cane water! Hehehe food ftw :3

MONDAY but HOLIDAY !!

28 July 14 

Woke up at 9.30 today so happy :) went out for breakfast, actually wanted to eat roti canai but x open so me n mama had dim sum instead haha :P later shopping at pyramid, bought my socks n shoe wow cheap la RM19 shopping with mom sometimes really da best hehe. Afternoon actually wanna bake cake but end up overslept ._. Cendol was nice yay, porridge for dinner then I went to tuition. Lol so less people, the guy who always put his hand over the chairs sat beside me, he was quite good looking ahaha. So basically it's a day, too bad my yellow bag kena dump by Sg ahyi ): ah nvm oh ya mom allow me go prom haha she ask luanluansis to buy me at Sg, but I prefer trying out myself? ._.

酸甜苦辣 之 食物篇

27 July 14 

Hey it's Sunday :D suddenly became ban chang in spot practice ._. Today's program is zhuan ti :3 huanzong talk abt suan tian ku la :) food! Hehe I love this kind of relax d discussion group hehe after that papa n bro go kampar camp, me n mama home alone. Afternoon cut le hair #teambangs ok then eat n nap, mama no wake me up for dinner TT basically there's no dinner ._. So she cook magee mee for me lol then slack here n there well it's holiday afterall! Got my first booking- Wednesday morning meeting with bobot n heng abt Pnw workshop :3 told heng abt Madeline's problem gah hope she ok ._. Tmr what plan I also dk aduhh hehe

PMO AGM - byebye 资料管理 :')

26 July 14 

Oh dear I'm so tired today. Woke up early with wrong shoes to pmo, spammed many people in d end borrowed man leng's school shoe hehe :3 at first ber would lend me his sis one. Agm started off as usual, final decision as zhaoyu and liyi :) pres is zhiyun shouxi ziheng :) vice pres 1 zhilin she macam wan cry like tat awwwh ._. Vice shouxi shuying then vice pres 2 leran and vice shouxi 2 liheng :) talked to new ajks and wish them best luck to do well :) me n ck kena praised so happy ^-^ we'll continue be the legend :3 AnW was too pack so v went McD instead for lunch, didnt have much interaction with berber today ._. Too tired that I straight fall asleep in car, bath le jiu go church. Green apple as dinner, me amanda yinghui rong khaisung yolo go bible competition le :) it was fun haha great experience! We got 4th our of 5, well at lease not last haha. Ahh got my leg hurt, I think it's because of d shoe problem ._. Haha gonna sleep now good nights ♡

ber ber kinda abnormal today :3

25 July 14 

Tired day, chatted with yz until too late end up only 3 hrs of sleep. Straight throw my phone to ck and fall asleep right away at stairs. He woke me up again, but this time I 竟然 show him 我起床气断那面 ._. Then he say 你觉得这样很可爱咩 hehe u must be thought it was cute only say like this de laaa :3 then walk back tgt he bully me no return me my sej pass year ): school class usual. Emo when zhiwei mentioned abt anne haih I had bad mood for the rest of the day. Recess time I was alone, suddenly saw him at canteen. We stood there and chatted. Argh so many people very awkward leh ._. He asked if I just woke up I said no I'm just bad mood. When I wanna leave he called me again n ask abt report. Hmm 将不想我离开? :3 sadly he cant pei me lunch. Slept 2 periods in class, after sch creative agm, gratz janie became pres. Guai guai d me went he zou hoho saw him, very long dont have this gan jiong feel le :) teacher telling story, curi curi practice, ah, it's my last he zou ady :) F5 AGM briefing at xiao fang then me n jw leave at 3.30. saw him outside d gate n we bye :) bought spaghetti and glowing stick for tmr. Went home nothing special. Mom's mood was surprisingly good today. Gah I'm so tired that I decided to sleep first before write report. Haha berber this time also late, but he did call n wake me up. Hmmm if u don like someone, will u be his/her alarm? If I dont I wont loh :3 haha I bet he'll be d noisiest alarm ever. Oh dear he heard my sleeping voice D: rush report, he n yz sleep so early la walao. I do dao 5am sob, 1756 words, thank you very much. Gah better sleep now later tmr tired die okay bye nights TT

watch dance extravaganza with pig

24 July 14 

Hi it's me giving out candies again. Didnt sleep at pmo stairs today :3 busy looking at d board~ walk back tgt, he dw return my sej book sob TT class usual, trying to focus, did my best to listen at class but fail when maths opps :x yz rejected my sweet sob so hurt. Recess time went to library with zhiwei to play d lucky draw. I shouldn't. He was there, with anne, together, happily. Emo.. kinda but I just hide it. I know I cant :) after sch went pmo hall. Staring my board, suddenly he appeared v go lunch tgt. Acted like nth happened? Laughing chatting and went up watch board tgt. Playing in front of d board. Maybe frens like this would b d best :) then went watch dance extravaganza tgt haha lmao at S9's hehe then meeting awhile help alvin do project yay he buy me anw hahah go home sleep tuition. Night chat with yz again play piano date with chem ok sry I so short texting bcoz it's late now sob gotta sleep yearly

last report card day

23 July 14 

Report Card day. Walked back class with him today I forgot what topic we're discussing ._. Sad thing happened. I brought my pillow back class to let zhiwei see. But end up during recess time when I got back, I saw May and Eugene throwing my pillow towards each other, and I didnt say anything abt it. Suddenly when I'm cutting the papers, tzedonn came n apologize to me. My pillow cover is torn. I went and checked and straight emo. The previous hole is torn bigger TT I went tell many pmo ians. Koon zat me == wenyi say let her see if she can help to sew but cant too TT jinwen n berber show most serious concern. Ber straight go my class and see how pillow is. And he sat in my class chatted with me. Dad suddenly appeared and saw us together .-. He asked why ber holding my pillow, I just simply answer to get over it lalala. He guai guai there help me cut paper and may yam xiu ask me whether he likes me .-. Because after jong left ber suddenly appear. Well outsiders do seems weird abt it but pmo ians would understand that we're friends before concert ady :3 after that went pmo hall he read manga I cut paper, when he gonna leave he madr an action returning pillow to me but wanna beat me like that. I was prepared to be hitted but end up he just touch lightly on my head ._. I'm..surprised? Amelin them saw and say awwh why so sweet ._. Help Alvin do seni project then rush my board, bo see dao dance comp but done board :) unluckily today period came ): so suffering now TT haih what should I do with u yellow pillow sobbbb.

vanilla chocolate

22 July 14

Another tiring day. Haze is worsen. Was so mad at yz saying i like berber, ended up today I not much interaction with him haih. Segak today i bet muscle pain tmr and I'm already so tired here. Pmo meeting for agm after school, gah so much comments so much opinions so much problems. Nowadays children really do have some serious attitude problem, not all of them of course. Hope pmo will go on steady and peacefully after we left ._. HEHE me and koon became the legend among all the ex-zhi liao guan liS x) vanilla choco was so scrumptious! Haha never knew it would taste like this, BEST :D then went home rush photo album thingy. Mom still angry dk why haih ok so tired now lazy study chem let's sleep good night.

tired and tired

21 July 14 

SO TIRED. I dont even know how I can get my right eye swollen after a sleeping night. Well I do have some weird long dream. Roughly about having vacations with pmo-ians. Slept soundly in pmo stairs, woke up with neck cramp ._. Laughing chat to tapak and last seen him in school was recess, where I go take my chem book and he back from changing. Sarah and jinwen both absent today, i whole day with zhiwei. Dont know why I'm overly tired today, fall asleep even when I'm sitting on chair without lying on table. Hazey in the afternoon, jinwen taught me chem. Haih hope I can get good result this time. A+ GAHHH. okay so tuition was tiring of course, even though I nap, I woke up with tiredness too. Mom was angry with dad, I guess it's abt bro's insurance thingy. Studied chap 3 CHEM just now. I dont get galvanomenter ): haih why is chem so hard sobbb.

first 'date'? edu fair with him :)

20 July 14 

Hi thank God today is super happy day :) morning woke up by behind house loud song. Was actually quite lost when I woke up ._. Pianist today, love how we all practice PnW in a small room haha. John was so emotional today, why ah? He almost cry during devotion. Today's program is the book of Joshua! Ask ques and answer lo haha it was quite fun :3 after that follow kylie home and went mid together. Meet berber there n v walk together, sry ah ditch kylie alone awhile >< haha it's fun walking with him, we wore white hehe I knew u woulf wear that shirt :3 idk why either~ walk and take bouncers ask tgt, he took food for me to eat hehe :P this is even fun than dating okay, we gain knowledge tgt :3 so this was my first "date" with him outside sch :P walked abt 2hrs, he went home lerh then I continue with kylie. Asked many, more concentrated on fashion design ._. So far inti was best choice. Leaving mid at 6pm went dinner with Kylie's family. Dk why today parents so good allow me go out whole day hahaha. Spent whole day with my bestie and noob ♡ nice start for a week! CHEM A+ GAR YAO

i thought i could start my driving life

19 July 14 

Hi ffk by government, cant go listen undang today lol. On hold whole system zzz. Morning kinda headache, chatting with jinwen whole morning went her dad's frame shop. Afternoon at home do pmo photo gallery thingy. The feeling where this will be my last project, happy yet sobb. No nap night go carefore n subang perade. Happy shopping finally :) wonder tmr go mid edu fair can v walk tgt? I hope I'm not alone. That attitude really make me doubt I should go or not lol. I hope this expectation wont lead me disappointment! ><

Japanese Foundation Kuala Lumpur Trip

18 July 14 

Tired day. I didnt wake up on 5.30 today, but he did and he started the convo first with hiii lol haha. Basically i dont have to go school today. First period PJ 2nd BC relief 3-4th BM lol did v have any class before. After recess I went to Japanese Foundation KL with my F1 junior, yongen went donate blood n she x manage to get in bus on time. First workshop Japanese culture, how to get in a house how to sit. Their traditional room was so warming tidy. Next to Japanese Language where u learn how to greet in Japanese. Lastly the origami workshop, we learnt how to fold a frog and had a competition. I won twice hehe. Had tour around the library, maybe I could study here for Japanese exam! There's lots of JLPT's exercise :) a very nice place and it's directly opposite to midvalley! Went back school, photography bookmark with pipa babies, so potong only jinwen left out. Then went creative until 2pm Polaroid with manleng and bookmark with shuqi :3 then lunch with yien cavell later back to creative. Went pmo outside with yongzheng n jiaqian. Talked so much abt koon, I didnt know he was like this hahahahaa. I cant imagine he acting girly! Then went home no on WiFi and napped. Wake up saw berber whatsapp me :3 thank God I can listen undang tmr. Haih tmr need to wake up early again, hope I have smth to eat tmr.

RIP MH17 ~ face painting my pig

17 July 14 

Night breaking news: MH17 crashed down near Ukraine shot down by Russian Military missle, 295 killed. This year will never be a peace year and why is that? Is world coming to an end? Has human being fallen in so deep that God couldn't bear it anymore? I'm worried. I'm scared. I'm terrified. Being knew I would be the one who saved because my sin had washed away and bear by Jesus, but what about people around me? I couldn't watch them die in sin and deep pain. I want to save them. The urge of spreading gospel is building in me, would I have the true strength and ability to fulfill it? I'll put that in my prayer. Today was basically a happy day. We're so close. So sweet I suppose? Starting it was so awkward but when things go on it turned out normally and relaxing :) berber decide to participate the chsselfie2014 competition and asked my help to paint his face with theme of Malaysia football. Yup so after school we had lunch together, originally sitting with Yongliang and Peh but they ran away. I do felt a little happy but also awkward, what abt him? Would he mind, being with me like this? Doing testing alone outside pmo stairs, trying the colours on my hand. Felt happy when he went and find me, sat beside and chat with me :) 主动 ♡ after a period of awkward and laughing, so I just threw away all those 在意别人的眼光's though and yolo :) his face was quite nice, painted very very carefully, so scare that I would hurt him. First time ever I stared him for so long, so focused. Surprisingly i dont feel awkward or shy or heart beating fast when we're this close, it's just so normal so comfortable truly friend laughing each other :) and he slapped me twice ._. Not slap but touch my face more accurately. But he did a lot childish things too like beat my back, tickle me TT but I also get the chance to 背靠着his leg to rest, sit closely, face distance 15cm> etc :3 people passing by like what are you guys doing, normal we didnt answer, either I'm too focused or he was prohibited to talk. There's also people passing by saying we're so sweet but got ignored by us too oppps. Completing my first face painting, so satisfying :) rested at pmo stairs because pmo hall playing concert dvd too noisy. He woke me up and ask me to rest inside, nah end up bringing to canteen. How likely to have such a great friend who can be so close to you yet you know this is not love but truly friendship ;) now I'd realised how amazing friendship could be! Hope we do last, caring and helping each other in the future. Although there might not be much time left, but that what made me appreciate you more :) aren't you too? My noob pig ber

level of bu shuang ness

16 July 14 

Hello happy day ahead. Morning woke up and whatsapp my noob as usual. Went pmo room n hunt love letter with koon :) walk to tapak with berber n everytime he laughed at me, end up I'm laughing back at him for his cute mistakes. We're always the last to go tapak, today sat according to badan, he sat beside me hehe. Ignored the light bulbs behind and continue our convo. Back class rush hw and listen to class. Had matriculation seminar, I reserved this as last last option. Recess time after i ate meet berber at foyer and we chatted. Went find pn chee abt Japanese exam n knew how shit was rehana. Class was usual boring die and sleepy what I could do was keep chatting. After school help Alvin sapu seni project, went lunch with berber n chuting. After chuting left he did a lot prank on me TT n tried to feed me d cucumber ._. Feeling dizzy when walked in park with jinwen. Talked a lot family problems with her. Failed to get permission to learn driving this week. Level of bu shuang keep increasing. Berber sms me he found a kitten on roadside but couldn't do anything to help it.. #prayhard how I wish we can adopt it.. he promised to bring me movie after trials! Tmr would be a very fun n yolo day? Cant wait :)

i need my noobs

15 July 14 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRO and it'd been my worst day ever. Going ioi firstly was bro's suggestion not mine, I just raised my hand and agreed. Now u get mad on and throw all blame to me for nothing. My fav shoe spoiled once again threw it away this time. Mom shut me home and went lunch with bro dad. I cried loudly home alone and call to steph, thanks for cheering me up :) sleep tru afternoon berber woke me up :3 I starved throughout the day, no breakfast no lunch no teatime no food. But anyway was in good term with my beloved noob hehe ♡ got people so kwet will sms u and cheer u up like that d meh haha :3 these days so active in askfm hoho anyway nights hehe see noob tmr :3

ARG FANS here hehe

14 July 14 

Gratz to GERMANY 1-0 but I still love ARGENTINA MESSI ROMERO ♡ woke up watch FIFA with berber clement n junjie lol haha. Only slept 2 hrs. Went sch slept at pmo stairs, he woke me up n we went tapak tgt :) I know u wanna jio me out but tmr really cant lahhh. Sob next time maybe? :) class was boring, I thought i have time to sleep but I guess today was too busy rushing hw. After school went Starbucks again study with noob. Askfm was so fum too play everyone stop studying. We walked in park later n gossip chatted so much hehe dont hope this topic end! Tuition was tiring had my chatime with me. Berber was so utd me cheered me up :) hehe happy! Have faith to continue stand up. ^-^

askfm

13 July 14 

Slept very early yesterday lol woke up and went pnw practice today hehe. I love it how our Pnw are getting better and better! New friends today :) woahh I wore same shirt n pants with Michelle! Almost brought the red bag too haha. McD for dinner :) saw berber's askfm, he say he no like me sobbb, awhh but if is it me I would answer no too, well, too public is the reason. Napped afternoon and do essay at night. Lol askfm is so fun when people keep asking funny question. I met some foreigns. Lol also one ham sap lou ishhh. Haihhh dk whether berber will on time wake me up or not haha. I wanna watch! FIALLL

friend who cares me

12 July 14 

Studied sambil whatsapp until 4am ytd. Lol chatted with junjie n yongzheng ._. The moment i woke up at 9.30am today, ber straight away nag die me TT haha nicole nagged me too. Promised them to sleep at 10pm ya so I'm sleeping early today ._. Slacked the whole day, whatsapp and twitter. Created askfm acc and playing it. Lol still no followers yet. Went pyramid just now and it was so boring shopping with family. Mom dont wan buy anything for me and ask me go taiwan buy. Ya u damn love taiwan u go your own leave me here shit alone. Tmr, long day ahead. Pack my mood, my heart, my emotions, sleep tight.

berjaya campus tour

11 July 14 

Morning morning ber ber today no come school went back hometown penang :3 but still he woke at 6.50 and whatsapp me. Class as usual, discussed abt the pranker at class. After school went BERJAYA COLLEGE with chuting, the two most unwanted person i would like to see - jj and mj is on d trip too. Had culinary and event management workshop today. Making cocktails :) all of them are nice, even the sour ones. But I like the coffee-caramel-vanilla best ♡ alvin keep pei mj, sometime she also went for jj. Lol whatever, I sms my ber ber :) mad abt the pranker - roshanjit. How can he be such childish and hurt people's feelings. Prank ppl jiu suan le, no apologies and still insult ppl. Feel so disappoint.. glad ber ber, I trusted him, protecting him. Thank you for helping to ask pranker apologise.. another case I was mad is, jinwen said she can fetch at 6.30. So I waited at kanna with Alvin since 5pm. And 6.30 she called me she cant. Bravo. Well ffk. Give u 1000000 likes. So end up so mad go take bus with Alvin, reach at sg way then his dad fetch me home. Haih today wasnt a nice day.. hope tmr would be better! #prayhard

normal tiring day

10 July 14 

So tired today, thanks to two hours of sleep. Slept up parts of staircase today. Lol yl asked if I wanna switch place with him, u wanna hear true answer or what? :3 woke up with muscle cramps. We walked back together, no interruption :) class as usual, trying my best to listen in class! Recess he took the bookmarks to me and chatted awhile in class. How i wish he would stay longer. After eating medicine start dizzy. After school ber ber and yl waited me outside prefect room. Then he walked out school with me. First time v walk dao so close :) lunch add maths then nap~ he overslept and didnt wake me up ): hmph last seen me somemore. But night after tuition we chatted. He tmr go hometown, I'm scared tmr campus tour I'll be lonely. Chuting got go ma? ): I hope she does, wenyi sure go with her classmates then I.. ):

fun time after school with this pig

9 July 14 

Happy day :) woke up and whatsapp each other again. Congratulations to Germany 7-1 ! Tonight Argentina vs Netherlands. He woke me up again at pmo hall and walked together to tapak :) class was boring everyone was so tired today ._. Recess chat with jinwen abt mom's attitude towards my future study.. HKC class he pms again towards late back d prefects .-. I was trying so hard not to fall asleep in his class. Glad I wore a mask, yawned N times. After school, suddenly saw ber ber walk and turned out of stairs. He no stay meh? Ffk me? Sob. Walking to pmo. Suddenly he's behind me, awh I think too much :) phoong pulled me for lunch, gossip again haha. She going undang test with alvin. Lol Alvin failed with 1 marks. At pmo hall read sej. He sit infront of me keep play my phone. Abusing my pou. Stepped on his leg, in the end just put my leg there as leg rest haha. He keep tickle me lol then v jiu keep stepping each other haha (ck beh tahan us) lol he say my leg so small. Nah I wear 3 only what, lol he wear 6. Then when he step on my feet, asked why I'm so cold. Haha dont know? And ck say my body temperature was like testes = = damn u. He tweetjack me again D:< then I pei him lunch at canteen while F1&2's are having theirs too. Dont know why this time he x mind leh ._. Saw enjie, sitting the table beside me, lol he x notice me haha. Ber ber so bad keep bully kids. Haha then v walked out together and went home :) forgot my medicine left at pmo I think sob. Oh it's 2am now, haha I drank coffee so I was spamming logarithms. Ber ber also pei me until so late. Gam dong oh haha good night la my pig :3

future = problem

8 July 14 

Today was not a very good day either. But a good start. Woke up 5.30 whatsapp each other, so I'm a baby in his eyes? Went pmo slept soundly because of the medicine, walked back class together. dont know who called us from block a while we walking on road, I hope it's not mj. Then went pj, dont know why I so high but captain ball was really fun! First time I ran and sweat so much, even made my pjk shirt dirty haha. After that I was totally dead out of stamina. Thank you Sarah Junjie Zhiwei Weixin for the nadeje coffee cake ♡ totally no sleep at class today, keep chatting with people. After school at pmo hall, with ber ber n yz n koon, doing same thing over n over agian. But today very less interaction, very very less. Kinda emo noh. Only when lunch tgt talk a lot. Feeling not so special in his heart ady? Continue emo go home, went park with jinwen chat also. She asked if I like him. I dont know either. But even if I do, I cant. I cant do anything too. Why suffer myself? He tried to cheer me up. After that another big deal strike on me again. Future study. At first u dont let me study at here, u say expensive, ok fine. U say go Taiwan, cheap there. I was so worry abt it ok now I accepted. But now u tell me whenever i go, I'm on my own, u wouldnt care, ask dad for money, dont study even better, straight go work. I broke down right away. How could u say this, 13 years of suffering i had enough. U wanna save money for bro, ok u save. So u abandon me. Claps. I'm so feddup. My life, well ruined by u.

people do concern my existence :D

7 July 14 

Hi monday blue. Woke at 4.30am = = saw his long long long tweet. Oh he woke up and replied haha ask me stay at home rest :3 went school anyway and slept at pmo hall. He thought i no come to school then he went off tapak without waking me up sob. Oh wow today's assembly is held by scouts, very long x heard his voice le. Brought back so many memories. And it's finally time for new head prefect election. Talked chatted played whole day with Sarah zhiwei :) ber was so shock seeing me in school haha. He was waiting for me at end of school! Awwwwh we walked out together :3 hehe back home then study date with Sarah. Hehe later v jog together, selfie Snapchat while jog- new achievement unlock! Hehe tmr stay with ber ber :3 xinyi stay happy always alright, no more tears ♡

broken heart

6 July 14 

Feeling so ashamed for what I did last night. And today i was breaking down hardly. Vomited this morning, glad I haven't had my breakfast. Kena mom scold because i was keep coughing. Went church. Suddenly kylie told me she might not come anymore. She might transfer church. Family problems. I was ok at first. Really i was. But not until when at downstairs service. Hearing what pastor said, and why hold spirit came and touch me at this moment. Tears burst out and crying. In crowd. I'm not such a weak person, but thia time you really defeated me. When I knew I cant go ioi also, ah continue cry. After service end, went up lock myself in a room, called jinwen n cried. I was really ok and pretended so well, until kylie said goodbye to me. I dont wanna trust this bye as forever. Who will, every sunday morning sing with me chat with me be there for me, these 8 years.. how can u leave me here.. went jlpt exam with a broken heart. Thank you jinwen n ber ber for cheering me up. It was tiring, I dont hope anything. Went home dinner, gor n his gf was here. Ah my new pillow arrives :) I was trying to smile to laugh to be happy all night, only showing my breaking down side to jinwen, hoping u would notice too. But.. nvm

whatsapp sms call as long as i could find you

5 July 14 

12 hours of sleeping wow. Went IKEA in the morning :3 uncle lim for breakfast hehe I had coffee! Then went buy new cloth n pants hehe :3 shopping at ikano. Lol jusy because it's puasa ikano restaurant there nothing to eat so bad ): only meatballs. Whatsapp in the morning keep wait him, until I beh tahan and straight call to him. Oh wow he picked up, haha yuan lai is mami off le wifi. Lol so we chat thru sms im d afternoon :3 he woke me up by call leh hehe ♡ alone at home night whee hardcore Japanese tmr jiu exam liao TT I'm so doomed. 12am like that pmo-ians keep spamming around walao all no need sleep like that. Ber ber made a lot effort to stay awake n pei me haha awwwh guai la at last u also fall asleep le :3 yong en really make me face palm lo haih. Bought new battery for my phone yay. Parents ask me go study at taiwan, can I not? ): ya cheap but at lease let me in local? Ok its 3:54am now gotta sleep bye nights

Friday movie date with noob jinwen

4 July 14 Hi I'm officially sick >< sore throat, running nose, headache, coughing, body temp rising may soon be fever. Morning woke up with a dream, cant really recall what is it but I remember we were holding hands. Whatsapp him and he dont let me bring yellow pillow ): he'll hug me instead? Haha so cute. Walked sambil "quarrel" to tapak. Recess also went up pmo hall and walk back class tgt. Sooyee interrupted us and tell me abt interviews haha so cute la our juniors. Then ber ber stay at my class awhile then we chatted. Ex passed by and saw us, oppps :) sooyee n jinwen say we sweet dao, 迟早的迟早的~ sleeping throughout the whole day, sicky me. After school went transformers date with jinwen! Hehe no regrets! Really thumbs up. Beeee so lengzai ♡ haha I kena ber ber scold for not resting >< promised him to sleep early tonight, awwwh thanks for caring :3 good luck to my Sunday exam TT

yellow pillow and he

3 July 14 

Hehe woke up with "Thought someone sleep by10pm?" Hehe sry lurh :3 then since asked me for lunch so I stay ler :P half asleep at pmo hall table where I could actually hear them F5 purposely dont wanna wake me up and let ber ber do it haha. Walked back block a together where he concern I wake up clearly or not haha. Then at class boring do hw sleep chat ._. After school at pmo hall do board things. Aduh ber ber n yz very noisy == ended up helping them do their bookmarks. Ber ber keep chor my pillow and hugging it like him's == and we had a "fight" for pillow haha. He actually scared of tickling :P hehe weak spot noticed! I tickled him to get back yellow pillow and he attack me back D: after then I realize we were too childish and sweet then I stopped ._. Hehe so he gave me back in the end I just lay down on table, sitting very close to him ^-^ then he lowered his head too ._. Very de close loooooh. Stupid yz cut my hair shit let u die twice. Then ber ber rush back home left me to clean his rubbish up == haih rain but glad got space to sit in bus. Nap after home then wake up to jog. Tuition later haih disappoint at myself, should start study hard le. Dunno why ber ber like very happy like that ._. Keep act cute haha. Dont know this time he really study or fall alseep again? Hehe good nights ♡

happy birthday steph :)

2 July 14

HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEPH! last night so suffer wait until 12am TT woke up again at 4.30am and thought it was 5.30 haha saw donn was same like me n he wrote in Twitter. Getting his text early in d morning really brights my day up, although sometimes I dont get it ._. Today at school very less talk to him ._. Sat according to badan beruniform today haha. Wheee we bunch of pmo F5 girls go berjaya d campus tour! Lol scouts too no care.. ber ber not coming school next fri thats why hehe :3 after school no eat lunch at pmo hall finish up seni project, yz was so so so noisy haha. Cehh tot ber ber will call to wake me up but he late le = = went lunch at pyramid with jw, ate smth like auntie anne not bad then ochado. Hehe recently keep Snapchat ber ber :3 I told him I gonna sleep at 10 today but it's 11 now TT

a day with him

1 July 14 

Today was happy and tiring! Leg muscle cramp again during midnight, ah he woke up at the same time too ._. Went school sleep with my yellow pillow ♡ went back class with ber ber :3 boring lessons. Finally Pn Too is back! Aduh failed my chem paper 2 ._. Recess went up pmo room, ber ber was there too haha then we went back class together again. Today went book fair! Pass by ex no choi him. Then crazy around with steph haha. After school went pmo do seni project, ber ber sit beside me do his add maths hw. I fall asleep he poke my face and wake me up for lunch. Hehe lunch together and mak saw us ._. Ber ber ask whether ex know abt our 绯闻, hmm idk wor. After that we continue buat our stuff, until I almost done le I jiu hug yellow pillow and sleep. Ber ber so bad keep steal my yellow pillow D: he n koon also tweetjacked me >< mj saw us during lunch, beh song hmph ); the juniors are all so nervous abt interview haha. I just like how he reply me softly when I call him with my blury voice after i woke up. Told him I was hungry and he just bring me down canteen ^-^ then we chat at canteen abt juniors. Later I was trying to get him send me off when I'm going back but nvm hehe happy enough! Going back home at 5pm especially puasa month is beyond sardin. I got followed by an Indian middle schooler who claim to know me ._. Run into jw house, he still dare pull my bag walao TT ber ber no hear my call also! Like that la sleep in car TT glad I got home before heavy rain. Later he got comfort me la hehe x) ahhhh tiring, but needa wait to wish steph bday!

seventeen happy birthday blessed with loves

30 Jun 14 

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO ME ♡ hahaha last night i cried because i was touched and also disappointed. This morning koon woke me up and rush interview list. Haha my "birthday present" from ber ber, which is what I asked him to print. Then we walked to tapak again together. He say he overslept this morning, he didnt open his phone, dont know yet i slept late last night. Persaraan lab assistant, sang birthday song and cake, haha sounds like dedicated to me too! 5S3 sing birthday song softly to me too ^-^ thank you everyone for wishing! Keep saw ber ber today :) we walked out tgt after school too. Koom ffk me hmph ): went pyramid date with jinwen. Steph suddenly cannot make it because family issue and she was very sad abt it ): awwh.. but I did had a great day! Spaghetti, a big skirt card, with names and photos, blindfolded me to coffee coffea! Treated me caramel machiatto ♡ then secret recipe tiramisu! Hehe awh thanks for the present- long skirt! Pastel colour very pretty ♡ we chatted a lot, about guys and also pmo :) ate too full n fat, later went jogging at the park infront jw's house to gam fei. Ber ber say he gonna punch die me for drinking coffee xD all cello guys wished me on whatsapp leh haha ^-^ Yongliang was making a fuse abt I'm calling ber 'ber' ._. Night tuition I'm physically tired but mentally high because of caffeine! My stomach was feeling unwell because of the caffeine and I skipped dinner >< how I wished he would care me but he no online le ): then I chatted with a lot people, tex, alvin, weizhe, peter these unusual ppl ._. Haih ber ber.. I wish the dream come true..

a bit regrets

29 June 14 

Overslept again. Wake up early go church and practice PnW :) 4 slow song haha, bobot very long no teach me le.. today was last zhu ti, thank you siew hui for this 6 months with us :) I thought i could play zhi zu for kylie, but they keep recalling those old songs in Sunday school, haih suan le. Then I was actually waiting for Rachel to give me the birthday card, but I was disappointed ): ok lo.. too much hope ): when having ding feng class I was controlling today's PowerPoint sambil listen sambil whatsapp. When I went to Amanda's house, whatsapp ber ber, he actually wanted to find me but I went back home le. Thank u for caring my meals :3 mom bought cake! Haih nap also nobody wake me up TT at night keep do pmo interview list until midnight. Pre thanks to all my besties :) sorry for blaming ber ber no wish me bcoz of phone hang, but still feel ke xi cant read what u wrote.. anyway I'm still gam dong la :)

back to the usual Saturdays, PMO practice :)

28 June 14 

Today very guai listen to ber ber go pmo le. So shock of myself, even stayed until 5pm leh! Haha ber ber was late today. Hehe chuting praise my 轮 nice :3 yold chuting abt the ajk nominations thingy n she totally agreed with me! Love die u ♡ then we kena run padang bcoz board no done yet then ate mcd hoho. He zou was kinda relax :3 chuting also say I geng coz can play dao 16分音符 x) hehe then keep see dao ber ber lo~ night dinner liaao go pyramid, bought steph geh present :3 haha kinda happy day! Eat dao very fat ah me :P papa mama oso hapi. Hehe countdown 2 days :x

first and last CHS idol, i'm just an audience

27 June 14 

Hi woke up late and rushed to school, raining with period pain. Walked together too today, talking about same matter again. Hehe I knew u would giv me d ajk list :) happy day overall. I truly believe that if we are destined, fate will let us meet. Saw him walking down stairs in canteen. Thought of finding him at pmo room after i done eating, he's not there so I went toilet. The moment i step out saw him walking towards me. Continue chatting whole way, chuting can u dont be so NOT XING MOK just go away n leave us alone gahhh. Play n slept in class. Later lunch with ber ber alone at canteen hehe. Thanks for being gentleman ya :3 went up pmo tgt saw koon n chat chat chat. U successful ran away to idol. Kena caught by ber peh piang sooyee but still remain at hall haha. Gratz to Quinn. After intermission I watch with Alvin. 3.30 walk out n met ber on his way out of school. Bye :)) night they discussing abt ajk list, made me banyak mad. Stupid you NO MESS NO INSULT my juniors I die with you. Especially my man leng! Dont talk like u know everything. Thank you ber ber cheering me up. Seems like I wont b going la tmr, no like this competitive things. Urgh. Stay home rest might be a good idea. Never had a peace Saturday le did I?

electricity problem gahh

26 June 14 

Glad I slept early last night because electricity break down again midnight, sorry no reply dao ber ber >< go pmo sleep he wake me up and v whole group walk tgt. He n leran planning out tgt later I no talk, then he bye to me I also no choi him. At class emo lo, keep sleep only ): then sch end I was planning to wait him but suan liao la, so I walked alone. Suddenly feel like sneezing, and I look to the left, it's ber ._. Lol zat me first before i could say anything TT haha anyway v walked out tgt :) go home jiu whatsapp lo, do le addm hw jiu nap then go tuition. Hehe happy today :) suddenly no electricity juz now I pekcek dao scream le TT haha go ber ber house sleep! Aduh dk how he got my selfie TT nahh anyway tmr would b fun hehe :3

someone do cares about my meal

25 June 14 

No electricity again! Woke up in sweat saw mom fanning us. Whatsapp ber ber didnt expect him to reply awwwh. No electricity no warm water to bath so suffer. Went school sleep and walked tgt again to tapak :) haha koon so xing mok ah :) class usual, boring sleep. Haha benefit of wearing pmo shirt, can spot him easily. 3 periods of HKC is very tiring. SEJ was fun :D oh dear this term exam my purata kena minus 1.5 mark sob, but my purata 73 :D after school ate lunch alone n went pmo room, saw him at stairs. His first sentence ask me whether i ate >w< haha yes la then he say I sure simply eat since I ate alone n so faz. Later we one group F5 there chatting while I doing peh's present. Ber ber sit beside me keep play my phone =3= zinmun didnt know I break up n she mentioned jong, immediately awkward silence. Later yz keep asking me reason, I say ask ber to tell him, yz say ber wont tell geh. Hmm seems like ber really keep secret geh wor. then yz ask me whether i wanna start another new one, with ber ber. He say ber ber is good ppl. I behh at him = = then he jiu jkjk n ran away. Ber no reaction at all. Ber asked yz whether he going prom anot. Ber say he got Buddhist Camp right before prom so he dk wan go anot. Hmm I also dk leh. When we're alone at stairs before everyone came in, he was mentioning abt going ioi, telling me that he might cant send me back school. Awwwhh so he do cares and worry ~ Then he went gym I help Alvin do seni project. Lol downstairs got ppl idol practice singing laugh die us. Later I was so hungry then I emo coz somemore ber ber no reply me ): hehehe but instantly I became happy when he called me ^-^ chatted at bus stop hehe and sms~ then v Snapchat food, gah I lost ): he went eat good food without me. Hehe I'm kinda surprised when he nag me abt simply eating lunch n eat dao so faz thats why I stomach pain, so he asked to pei me lunch this Fri :3 hehehe ok! Haha then v keep planning out lo, he say sure got chance to go out n eat tgt :)

stay with him

24 June 14 

Yawn @@ waking up is so suffering! Don't know why, maybe it had became one of the daily must do routine, on data when I first woke, open whatsapp and open ber chat. And what made happy is he would reply nowadays. Went pmo and slept at staircase, soundly. Until ber ber kick me up >< haha thanks for waiting me again. We walked back to block a tgt. Class was normal. Rushing add maths project all the way. Considering whether to stay or not, particular reason because haven't done with project, another is to see him :) recess time when I was chatting with jw happily, suddenly he appeared outside my window! He say Yongliang force him to walk back class haha then we chat happily hehe. Told him abt cinema thingy in perak and I got stay lurh. I was so so so happy ^-^ slept thru BM BI period, sorry ah haha too tired. When going to BIO LAB I saw jong, and I turned ny head away. But later he passed by me turned back n smile at me. why? Why do u do this to me. Result emo for rest of the day. Skip lunch. Keep hiding at pmo hall. Glad not much people stay today. Thank you ah ber ber, maybe I think too much la, but u seems like late go badminton and come back early and late go home because of me >< hehehe I love how we keep fighting for hp :) ah finally u let me browse yr gallery today. He didnt really defense/reject/object when alvin say "管好你的老婆啦" he just "whaaaat" haha I shy le loh. When he went badminton, Alvin sleeping, I was lonely, started crying silently. Thank you Alvin pei me home :) hehe first time ever ber ber reply me sms :3 I feel loved really ♡ haih nap le still tired ): better sleep early today! Tmr ber ber go gym I yuan wang stay to help ppl do things TT

add maths project night with someone

23 June 14 

Happy birthday huiyin! Today woke up at 5.15am, gosh so tired. I was supposed to wake ber ber up to get my printing but I fall asleep myself, hehe happy that he waited me n v walk tgt to tapak. Aduh he 3am only sleep >< hari ulang tahun was super sien. Then everyone was rushing addmaths project, me and weixin yolo x buat haha. I waited him during recess time but he no show up ): thank u zhiwei for the candies! Dont know why HKC today so bad mood ._. Hehe walked out of school tgt with ber ber :3 went home slack chat nap, cavell found me n talk. Haih poor them. Tuition was very sien! Keep whatsapp ber ber lo haha, our convo is so family-like. At night choing addm project, now is 4am ady hahaha TT ber ber actually can sleep at 1am but he pei me until 2 awhhh :)) gam dong nia~ tmr u stay I no stay haih sob ><

华总国油杯小合奏赛 aka perak PMO trip

20 - 22 June 2014

warning! this would be a very very long 3 days 2 night post :) It's kind of waste that ber is not in this trip but I still had a lot of fun with the others! On 20 June morning, i was so worried because ber told me that he would tell me, the thing that junjie asked him today. But in the end we didnt talk to each other. I fall emo in class and even ponteng le HKC's BC period, how dare of me! Even when recess time, i saw him and made fun of him, he ignore me D: so i went back class emo and sleep. When school end, suddenly Junjie found me and say Ber find me, and ya he's outside my class, but talking with ungu-ians. We awkwardly saw each other and i asked "what", i asked him straight forward about the question, he keep replying nothing happened. Is i think too much le. Really? But i do felt slightly better, seeing me not mad at me, smiling at me, first time came my class and find me :) then we walked together, passing the corridor weizhe and koon saw us :| we walked separately where i go PMO he go canteen, he dont wan any misunderstood. okay. Pulled Alvin n Koon to have lunch tgt, with chuting too. Then we leave school at 3pm like that. Before i left i bye-d with him :) Sat with alvin in van. infront chuting piang n yujia, behind yl and peh. that yl dono what problem keep poke my cheek n say chubby >_< i told ber abt this and he say "awhh he lam you" what? no. so the 偷拍 rampage started in van. basically we all just chat and selfie in van, sometimes hear teacher talk story. Our driver/tour guide/photographer - Koh Chyan aka KC gor gor. We got in our Station 18 hotel, very very near AEON. Me and phoong sleep in a green room :D after awhile we went dinner at 老黄芽菜鸡, then we walked around using yl's google map. basically walked many yuan wang road until we reached the beautiful lake side. Back to hotel and practice for tmr's competition in guys' room! went on bed at 12pm like that and slept tight. stupid ber fall asleep while WA ing me =3= but he woke at 5 smth too for hari sukan. Next day - 21 June. COMPETITION DAY! pack pack pack, off we go to University Technology Petronas! Reached and so many people looking pros were there. Settle down, register, and KC gor gor bring us round round to hunt food. Our competition delayed until 1pm TT practice at the most far block and highest level, but a big nice air-con room :P lunch time was delayed because lack of food and our group competition delayed too. Piang said we shouldn't go watch the other group's performance, will scare die haha. Well, my first and last competition for PMO! It's now or never like seriously, i kept sms with ber too, to update him about here and he also update me about sports day. Congratulations KUNING for getting deco and marching first! Congratulations for MERAH for getting overall champion :) thank you ber for keep cheering me :D Went in hall, so so cold, so many eyes. I almost tripped over on stage .__. So it began. My fingers were freezing cold, my eyes are stared into the notes. So it ended in claps. The moment we stepped out of hall, everyone burst of laughter! Haha sure enough we did a lot mistakes but we had fun yolo-ing XD we didn't really hope to enter finals, we had only practiced for 1 week 1 hour per day haha what do you expect. we did all sort of crazy things even hc lao shi no care us le - they tied my hair up into two bun at each side! we yolo dao can slefie before and after competition XD So we went off to kellie's castle! haha it's actually not scary in the morning :) so we went walk walk around, photo taking here and there. teacher telling stories and jump shot! XD had dinner at 江氏白咖啡, awhhhh love da coffee <3 we ate a lot and went back to UTP, the performance night. Listened to many performance, dance, 舞狮舞龙, singing etc. Finally we got a bronze ya then we left hahaha but apparently hc lao shi still chatting with his friend so we slefie and take photo outside the hall. Suddenly "Congratulations to 公交中学A队 for winning the most potential award" everyone panicked 10 second and then yl and peh rushed into the hall to get, and rest of us laugh die here hahaha! what a night :) and the true yolo began here huehuehue. after we got back hotel and everyone done bathing, we walked out ;) we walked into AEON and went up cinema. There's no workers there, so empty. So we bumped in a cinema room and just sat down and watch the movie showing XD million ways to die in the west, 18 somemore oh dear XD vulgar words everywhere ._. feeling bad coz we have yujia - 15 yrs old with us oh dear ahaha. So we all 7 person this yolo watched a 18 show free illegally without being caught! XD then we walked to McD! for supper :P and there we continue discussing that funny show and laughed so hard. I called ber ber this, since he online but not replying my whatsapp, oh wow first time i called and he picked up. Feeling weird he not telling me what he's doing, but saying he'll reply me later. Cehh dota = = Haha then mami yl whatsapp me and scolded us to get back hotel, his voice thru whatsapp damn funny la ahaha. then we all slept in a room together :D chuting fall asleep for the first, on the floor, beside the dustbin. then it's my turn to fall asleep, because ber ber slept and they playing chor dai di. I felt someone pulled my leg when i was sleeping, lol i actually awake but didnt open my eyes, heard yl saying "walao i pull her leg she also no wake up, later she kena ppl rape also dk" what shit haha thanks for worrying me mami. then when everyone started to sleep. Suddenly, yongliang burst out laughing, and everyone started to pffff too. i damn beh tahan so i woke up and shouted at them = = haha sorrehh. apparently i was the one who woke up latest hahaha. PEH STOLE MY YELLOW PILLOW TT and i remember laz night alvin stepped on it TWICE damn. weird that ber woke up this early and wa me, but apparently he slept back too haha. So we went out check out breakfast at somewhere, and kena shot by teacher for dk how to use chopsticks hahaha. So our last vacation to Gunung Lang! Chuting and yongliang both sweet sweet in van yerr :3 first she slept on his shoulder, then yongliang grabbed my pillow for her == then she slept on his lap awhhhhhhhh <3 haha so moe so many pink bubble hahaha. me? i curled myself up hugging my yellow pillow and sleep. they said i sleeping like that because i dont have the wings to protect me LOL. These two days they kept saying about bird, berdie, bernie etc etc gosh yl even asked who started it first nah i didnt answer it, and he said "it's time" what hahaha no. it's true he treating me good these times, but not yet, really not. hehe thanks for worrying and banning me on coffee :D gunung lang was pretty, nature ma. bought food for fish n fed them, ride on boat to get to the other side. hahaha my phone no more memory space to take photo le. so yl borrowed me his phone to do the photo taking :P KC gor gor called me the 'Slefie Queen' XD hehe run around watch ostrich play selfie go on playground climb here n there haha so childish la us. finally lunch at kampar :) ate paooo, kaya one was very soft very nice and i bought a cartoon one too! hello kitty sho kwet hehe <3 then we went to bought curry chicken in the pao :D so went had our journey back back to school! Wheeee this trip was really really fun :) although at first i felt so sad ber cant make it, and suddenly so many ppl quit, more rather problem keep appearing and made us so broke so down. But glad in the we all managed to solve it and it turned out this memorable and everyone one of us didnt even want to go back haha! Hc lao shi also said that, he missed we this badge a lot a lot than other seniors. Because we all looks still so young and small seems like we wont grow, he 舍不得 :) awhhhh hehe i also feel very happy having them knowing them playing with them and all sort of yolo things i did with them, haha some how high school had not been so bad at all, life had been great sometimes. Although i did felt lonely sometimes when i reminded myself about him, but there's always time when happy > sad :D and also i felt really really much care from him, whether it's from love of friend it doesn't really matter actually, as for now it's really enough, i'm really happy really satisfied :) everyday living with dreams and hope when i wake up! thank you PMO for bringing me so much happiness :) we will always be this close alright? all those photos we taken shall remain forever ^_^ ber ber u had contract with me until 2 years later yoh, dont forget yah, u promise to bring me to eat the dono why u say so nice d yogurt haha :) me wait you okay? with lots of loves ^_^

electric off everytime i prepare luggage for a trip!

19 Jun 14 

Thursday. Morning wake up so suffering went pmo sleep. No talk dao with ber. Class was as boring as usual. Beh song junjie for treating sarah n her mom badly ): after recess I slept tru until sch end x) heehehe longest record ever! Pn too plz recover faster! Seriously v nid to hav extra prevent dengue nowadays. After sch koon told me smth abt me n ber spread out in class. I was so shock. Emo le whole day, don even hav mood for lunch. Practice slack practice.. went home ask sarah abt it. Haih stupid junjie ddly ): tuition was tiring! Lol electricity off again ): everytime at d day before my trip where I need to pack my luggage. Everyone was so down abt xiao hezou, we almost gonna forfeit ady. Suddenly ppl not going, fee increased, transport problems. Hope everything would b fine tmr. Lol koon sent me a photo of ber struggling my pillow TT seriously sms is more... nicer then wa? Heart warmthing. Okay :) sleep! Since he so insist >< GOOD LUCK XIAOHEZOU IT'S NOW OR NEVER

a day with pmo-ians :)

18 Jun 14 

Tired morning! Slept in pmo hall in and got kicked by yl to wake up == talked a bit with him while walking to tapak. At class usually sien loh, papers disturbed, chat and sleep. Sarah knew quite lot abt me now oh dear haha. Awh wenxuan say I very pretty? Thank you :3 ber lengzai then u sorrehhh. After school when having lunch with pmo-ians saw jj. My mood straight drop n became so mad. Idk why either. So weird, why ber got stay geh today ._. Ask him no answer zzz today try le he zou, ok la at lease I managed to play it, just still not used to it. Yl keep chor n hug my pillow n abuse it D: everyone left, me fall asleep in pmo hall. Stupid ber no reply made my mood even worse. Then chat with Alvin. Went home tgt with Alvin jw and they both zat me pink bubbles walao TT last seen u both liao. Wheee go home ber jiu reply liao, I knew he was watching show zzz rush hw rush hw TT until 1am ber replied in wa n twitter too. Hahaha so wrong so wrong. Jw say I sound like his wife? Lol haha nahhh. I would b da prettiest wife eva ;) okay la time to sleep loh 3am jor cry TT

after school moments

17 June 14 

Hey morning, I was late TT and I fall asleep last night while waiting ber. I forgot to off my data TT went sch told him cant make it on 2 July. Koon gave me a lot sweets haha. Then we talk dao walk back tgt. At class very sien loh, keep sleep and chat with girls only ._. Me n sarah keep chat abt ber haha. Then after recess got seminar! Haha I found him :3 ber la I mean. Maybe I think too much. Was he looking at me? After sch went pmo practice. I didnt know he got stay leh ._. Oh dear shock die me. Stupid koon ahhhh open my wa chat TT then alvin Tweetjacked me. And jinwen showed chuting the photo!! OH GOSH D: then v all practice until sien le jiu chat lo. Hehe then I wore his white spec slefie :D v all went canteen n I jiu say my story lo. Then chuting koon left early then alvin went play my phone. Left me n ber, then continue tell him a lot things, heheh thanks for pei ing me :3 hehe feel so happy he slowly walk with me every step ♡ hehe then he drop me at pmo hall le jiu go home le~ later then he called my hp, but Alvin asked me to answer it. Hahaha awh. Go home Snapchat with him x) hehe first best friend again! Then continue chat chat chat, oh dear date dk want postpone until when lehh ): haih how ah ><

back to school

16 June 14 

Hey first day of school back from holiday! Waking up is suffering. Awh saw his reply ♡ coughed laz night ): n wa him I very tong ku. He asked I havent sleep. Morning went pmo, he was there sleeping on table. Then I slept on my bag. Later I tot no hope going perhimpunan with him le haih. Koon talked me smth. I think he found out I wanted to walk with ber. So when we walking behind ber n yl. Koon suddenly dragged ber behind, and walked away with yl. Left me n ber ._. Yl still laughing at me wth, ber say shud kill yz too. Ikr /.\ he say he laz night watch show dao 1am walao. So perhimpunan chat with steph. At class chat with my girl. Touch n go abt my feeling to sarah n weixin. Sarah then told me tat ber like anne, I just hear liao emo sleep 2 period ): then after sch I saw ber walked out. Suddenly walked beside me but passed by only. Lunch with jinwen then went pmo practice xiao he zou. hahaha gor got come hardcore practice. Then went home tgt. Internet still no good D: today whole day no see dao jong, maybe he avoiding me. Night tuition keep wa ber :3 he today kinda weird. Keep treat me extra ordinary nice. Huh what happened leh?

happy papa day :)

15 June 14 

Hi morning it's 8.30am. Last night kinda heart warming ♡ then huanzong came fetch me to church. Meeting and post mortem. Nothing special lo, no shoot dao very much actually. Hope Madeline okay >< haih happy papa day! Wished heng wished ber no wish dao my leong papa ._. Today also a lot heart warming moment :) I hope it's only towards me ^^ haha merry go around? Lets think abt it.. ♡

pyramid with jinwen alvin

14 June 14 

Finally a night without insomnia! Heheh my pillow had many smell, opps x) woke at 9.30am and went project with jinwen Alvin. At McD I sambil buat seni project they gossip haha. Then lunch at BBQ plaza oh dear nvr had such scrumptious BBQ plaza before! 果然哥是个吃货! And the war began at Starbucks hohoho. What we did highly top secret privated and closed. Actually is they, I'm victim TT haha then cendol ice kacang XD oh dear cendol very nice! And my battery died here. Bye Alvin and went McD again with teacher do add maths project. Thank you teacher for belanja McD :D haha full.and fat die! At night chat with mi2 abt my break up casr, talked a lot. I never knew me jinwen Alvin can be such good friend after trip! Hehe I got a new brother! Haih ber ah ber, we wont right? Tell me that we wont.