Night breaking news: MH17 crashed down near Ukraine shot down by Russian Military missle, 295 killed. This year will never be a peace year and why is that? Is world coming to an end? Has human being fallen in so deep that God couldn't bear it anymore? I'm worried. I'm scared. I'm terrified. Being knew I would be the one who saved because my sin had washed away and bear by Jesus, but what about people around me? I couldn't watch them die in sin and deep pain. I want to save them. The urge of spreading gospel is building in me, would I have the true strength and ability to fulfill it? I'll put that in my prayer. Today was basically a happy day. We're so close. So sweet I suppose? Starting it was so awkward but when things go on it turned out normally and relaxing :) berber decide to participate the chsselfie2014 competition and asked my help to paint his face with theme of Malaysia football. Yup so after school we had lunch together, originally sitting with Yongliang and Peh but they ran away. I do felt a little happy but also awkward, what abt him? Would he mind, being with me like this? Doing testing alone outside pmo stairs, trying the colours on my hand. Felt happy when he went and find me, sat beside and chat with me :) 主动 ♡ after a period of awkward and laughing, so I just threw away all those 在意别人的眼光's though and yolo :) his face was quite nice, painted very very carefully, so scare that I would hurt him. First time ever I stared him for so long, so focused. Surprisingly i dont feel awkward or shy or heart beating fast when we're this close, it's just so normal so comfortable truly friend laughing each other :) and he slapped me twice ._. Not slap but touch my face more accurately. But he did a lot childish things too like beat my back, tickle me TT but I also get the chance to 背靠着his leg to rest, sit closely, face distance 15cm> etc :3 people passing by like what are you guys doing, normal we didnt answer, either I'm too focused or he was prohibited to talk. There's also people passing by saying we're so sweet but got ignored by us too oppps. Completing my first face painting, so satisfying :) rested at pmo stairs because pmo hall playing concert dvd too noisy. He woke me up and ask me to rest inside, nah end up bringing to canteen. How likely to have such a great friend who can be so close to you yet you know this is not love but truly friendship ;) now I'd realised how amazing friendship could be! Hope we do last, caring and helping each other in the future. Although there might not be much time left, but that what made me appreciate you more :) aren't you too? My noob pig ber
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