Hi October, surprise me.

1 Oct 14
Hi October, surprise me. Wednesday is a chatting day. Together with zhiwei today. We chatted abt future, studies. Then my ex, and our stories again. I went up pmo hall as usual but v didnt talk, yl grabbed him away and walk their own. So I walked mine, but before seperate, he called me and ask when to give back me the ttc money. So I think he wasn't that bad to ignore me in the beginning of the day. He came to me in recess and return d money, we talked for awhile, and then I realized S6ians really like to hang out at my class. I got question by wengcheong abt our relationship, I dont know how to answer. Still I said friends, I myself laughed over that later on, I knew we wasnt, but we aren't others too. After school chatting session with yien, time flies slowly, and my period start today. That ugly crow remembered it well, my last period. They said he like me, what I think, sometime ya sometime no. Like now, no. I called him in the afternoon, he said he was doing some project. I knew he wouldn't tell, so I call off. And he didnt even reply after that. Maybe, thats what I fear if we are together. I fear I would start to mind, care, angry that he doesn't reply or he wasnt giving out time with me. Like now, I dont have the position to question anything so I couldn't care much. Even if I do. Maybe, its good to be just friend, it cost too much to lost a friend like him. Too much.