I was very happy in the morning. He wa me, then I went up pmo hall, chatted but no walk back tgt. I was really cheer at class, singing doing add maths. Then recess. He told me his camp crashed with prom. He seems very troubled by it. Said he dw go, cannot leave early, he hold important pose, very rush. Everything he said, I said nothing just replied with smile. Fake ones. Then he left, I turned down. Felt so down that I couldn't study and got all headache. Weixin zhiwei Sarah them tried to cheer me up. But still I couldn't think of any better solutions. I'm preparing for the worse. Gazed in d air when it's already end of school, he emerged at back doot of my class. I dont know how should I face him. What expression should i write on my face. It's not his fault that I know, but I'm sad because of him, and I feel stupid abt it. Jinwen went pyramid. It was not such a good day but thanks jinwen n ruey tried hard to cheer me up. Still cruel is cruel, reality is reality. I feel bad for ignoring him now. I felt tired. I dont really feel well. Physical and mental. Save me
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