Not a good day. Thank God for 11 hours sleep watched 6 episode of oremoi today. Studied some Japanese. Well those unhappy things, if I could just care less, ignore, it would be nothing, but I just couldn't. And so it's like this. Snapchat. Story.and I saw and opened JJ's. With a girl eating. Then Twitter he said he actually enjoyed. Wow. enjoy what. Okay. That dont really hurt, he free to do what he wants. Zhiwei Snapchat me. She said he asked someone to be his promdate. I dont think I need to know who and that's enough for me to break down. Thanks very much. Because i do care. Very. And I lost. To myself. So pathetic. If this not enough for me to sad, there's more. I was well ffk by crow 3 times in a row, thanks for breaking my hopes u gave me, I'm so silly for putting them up high and pray for it. I slept nap after first break down, spammed 48 snaps to crow and I'm done. After tuition, when I open wa. Oh wow so surprise. Another girl. Who is she idw know and idw to care. Please just make me blind. Make me deaf. Idw these stupid feelings. Thanks yieruey, kylie, yien being there for me . Ya. I cried. Like how many times I dont know. Thank u ruey pei me until so late. Listening 等一个人 repeatly. I wonder, if he's worth waiting. Worth the tears. Worth for me. I pray, would be prayer come true, or I'm on the wrong track, that's why it's painful. Im so stupid. Xinyi u stupid girl. Get up and be strong n independent alright. No one will be there for u. U knew it. Get those stupid feelings aside. U cant be weak. Where's ur courage....
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